After talking with Dax I thought a lot about my own mate. Maybe I should just give in. I've never seen Dax look so happy in all his life. I'm tired of feeling angry and sad. I'm losing this battle anyways.
I ordered food for Aureaila, and I after Colt had let me know she hadn't eaten all day. I may, or may not have asked him to keep an eye on her. Not because I don't trust her, but because I want to make sure she's okay. It's clear that her, and her wolf don't know that we are her mate, but it's also clear that the mate bond is affecting her.
Despite what I said about wanting her to feel the same pain that I've felt all of these years because of her, I just can't do it. I can't bring myself to hurt her anymore.
As the days went by, my reslove slowly began to crumble. To the point tha
