Second Thought

Chapter 11

                                                                                    Liam's POV

    A month had gone by since the bathroom incident and neither Alexander nor myself have seen Serenity. I hatched a plan and so far, it was working. Since my brother took over pretty much everything after my father passed away, that meant he also took over the business side of things. My father owned his own business with my mother and were both lawyers. They were also so busy with paperwork and clients that they had very little time for us. So, I put my brain to work and looked for potential clients for my brother to keep his mind off Serenity. My father also held parties at our home for special clients and I knew that was what I needed in order to see her again. I knew I couldn't beat my brother with physical strength, but I could beat him mentally. I spent all my time keeping my brother busy that I didn't have time to see Serenity either and I couldn't risk if I did. During the day my brother had workers that could easily spot me going to her, so I had to be smart and wait for my opportunity. Tonight, was the perfect opportunity because I had scheduled a party for a client that my brother had won a case for. I knew that my brother wouldn't invite Serenity down for this party and that he would keep her locked in her room in fear that someone would see her. My brother also liked to have fun at these parties with other women so I knew he would be preoccupied and that would be my chance to see her.

    Everything was in place and guest were starting to arrive. My job was to answer the door and escort everyone into the main room. I had to say put for the first hour and make sure my presence was noticed by my brother before I could make my way to her bedroom. When I saw my brother leading a pretty blonde into his office, I knew it was time to make my exit. I found my way up the stairs and to her room. I didn’t even bother knocking before opening the door and finding my way in. She was sitting on the bed reading a book in a silky red nightgown, looking as beautiful as ever.

    "What are you doing here?"

    "I had to see you. I needed to talk to you."

    "Why? Don’t act as if you care."

    Her words dug deep but I understood where she was coming from. I didn't agree with how harsh she was being, but I knew she had every right to be angry with me. I mean I did nothing while my brother was putting his hands all over her body. The first time I was just shocked that she was a virgin. I knew she was inexperienced because I could tell when she touched me for the first time, but I never imagined she would be a virgin. There I was going to have s*x with her and steal away something I knew she held dear. Your first time is supposed to be different than any other time and it is supposed to be special. That night, after hearing of her virginity, I felt disgusted with myself because I was about to take the only thing away that she had left of herself. She also didn’t know something about me and that would be a game changer for her.

    "I do care Serenity. I'm sorry that I have been away but I have been trying to keep my brother busy so he would leave you alone."

    "You also left me alone. I needed you. I was left alone after what he did to me. Do you even understand how hard that was for me? He made me feel as if I was nothing, that I am just a pawn in his game."

    "You are not nothing. I will tell you what I see. I see a beautiful, challenging, smart, sexy and courageous woman. No one has ever talked to him the way that you do or refused him. I am sorry I have not been here but that is going to change. I've been working on a way to try and get you out of here, but I need some time."

    "What do you mean, getting out?”

    "I have a few things to work out, but I plan on getting you out of this place. You deserve freedom and a chance to live a normal life. You deserve to find someone that is going to treat you the way that you deserve to be treated."

    "You’re not coming? Don't you want out too?"

    "I can't leave him. I know it is hard to understand after all that he has done but he is my brother and he is the only family that I have left. My brother needs me even though he won't admit it. Your safety comes first, and I have to get you out of here and away from him."

    "I want you with me. I don't want to be selfish and ask you to leave your brother, but I will anyways. It doesn't make sense, but I feel like I know you and that I'm better with you than without you. My body ignites when I am around you and I finally feel safe. I don't want to let that go. I don't want to let you go."

    "I know, I feel it too. Whenever I am near you or touch you, my body feels like it’s on fire. I feel like I need you to breath and I'm not sure what that means yet, but I don't know if I can’t just leave my brother. I have tried to leave him before but never could."

    "I need you more", she said as she grabbed my hand. The same fire as before ignited inside me and before I knew it, she was on top of me pushing me onto the bed. I started to say no and refuse in case he came back but she pressed her lips to mine, silencing them. Her tongue started to dance around mine and it felt so good. She grips my waist as her body starts to move over me. Before I even realized it, my hips are doing the same, matching her rhythm perfectly. I move my hands to her thighs as I take in the satisfying rhythm of our body’s together. I start moving them slowly up, making my destination known. She pulls away from our kiss and lifts the night gown over her head. I lift her off and shift, so she is under me. I start planting kisses along her neck, and I hear her moan. I continue to kiss down to her breast and start to move my tongue over her breast lightly, teasing her with every move. I gently nibble at her n****e and she lets out another moan but this one was much more pleasurable. I make my way to her waist and lift her up to slowly slide the panties off. I stand up and remove my shirt as her eyes watch my every move. It’s so damn hot the way her eyes focus on my every movement. I slide my jeans off along with my boxers and watch as her eyes widen in amazement.

    "Are you sure about this? I don’t' want to do anything that you are not comfortable with. We don't have to have s*x. If you would rather do other things, I am fine with that." She doesn't speak as she sits up on the edge of the bed. To my surprise, she takes me in her hand and begins to stroke up and down. "s**t!" I tilt my head back as she goes to work. The next thing I know, she is taking me in her mouth and my breathing becomes harder. She teases me with her tongue while she sucks. "f**k!" I could feel myself getting close, so I pull away. I push her back to the bed and get on my knees. I bring her ankle to my mouth and start planting kisses all the way up to her inner thigh. She starts to moan, moving around a little. She was turning me on so much, it was hard to focus on what I was there to do. I make a direct line for her s*x and started flicking my tongue against her, teasing her the way she was teasing me. Her hips start to rock into my face while her moans are getting louder. The sight and sound of her alone is enough to make me come undone. I slip one finger inside of her while working my tongue in a circular motion. I try so hard to concentrate on her release, but it was hard with as I was growing larger and larger. I started moving my finger inside of her while continuing with my tongue. I started to feel her legs tensing and I knew she was close. I bring my other hand to my member and start to gently stroke as I slip another finger into her and start to move faster and faster. Her legs begin trembling as she finds her release. I gently pull my fingers out of her and put them to my mouth, tasting the sweet taste of her release. I move to lay beside her while still stroking myself. She leans on her side and puts her hands over mine, moving up and down along with me. Just as I am about to find my own release, she takes her hands off and stops my movements. I look at her confused and she moves down toward the end of the bed and puts me her mouth once again. She starts to really move while placing her hand on me, making the same movements as her mouth. I feel myself getting close again. "If you don’t' want me to c*m in your mouth, you need to stop right now." But she doesn't stop, she only picks up her movements going faster and faster. She removes her hands and takes all of me in her mouth. I couldn't hold on any longer and I find my release in her mouth. I'm breathing harder now than before. She comes joins me back on the bed and lays right beside me. Right now, I could care less about my brother. I knew I would go wherever she went. "Okay, I'll leave with you", I say, and I see her smile before she drifts off to sleep.