I gasp when I felt pain on my left arms. I look on it and I curse under my breath when I saw that I had an open wound and its bleeding. I tried to move my body though; it's hard to move in my position.
Shit!
For all the positions that I had been through right now. I curse under my breath; inhaling through my mouth. I felt dizzy and I really want to get out of here. But it's really hard to move when your car was upside down. I bite my lower lips then tried to remove my seatbelt. I cried out when I succeed. Ignoring the pain that, I felt in my arms. I close my eyes tightly... I'm going to kill that bastard for doing this to me. I'll make sure that I make him pay for hurting me like this. I hold my breath then kick hard the door of the car.
*FLASHBACK*
I was sitting on the couch. Natsu was on my side; reading some magazine that he gets on Levy's house. He seems not to bother on the heavy air in this room, while me... I was sweating really, really hard because I'm too nervous about what my friends will say.
I bite my lower lips as I look them through my lashes. Cana was talking to Aff and Juvia was looking on them weirdly; while Gray was looking on Juvia tenderly. I sighed and tried to relax my body but I can't do it when I felt the heavy aura behind me. So when I turned my head I saw Levy-chan glaring on me. I smile on her awkwardly.
Levy-chan walked on my sides pinching the sides of my cheeks making me cried for pain. "Tell me I'm not dreaming," she yelled on me.
"Wharr rrraaa fwuck..." I said.
"What?" she asked me.
I frowned then try my best to jerk her hands on my cheeks. I rubbed the side of my cheeks then glare on her. "What the hell are you thinking Levy-chan? Don't pinch my perfect cheeks." I yelled with her.
She shrugged her shoulder; crossing her legs as she looks on me amuse is really visible on her eyes. "Well, I'm just trying to wake myself up. I thought it was a dream," she said.
I glare on her. "If you want to know that you're not sleeping, you should pinch yourself not mine," I said.
She laughed on me then looked on our friends; Cana smile on me then lean on her sit. "So where is the due date?"
I cough on what she said. What do they think of me? Mutant or Pokemon?
I rolled my eyes "I'm safe for more days." I say.
"Really?"
I look on my behind and I saw Natsu looking on me with that naughty smile on his lips. I blush because I know what he been thinking... you know...
No condoms.
They laugh and it makes me blush even more. Natsu buried his face on my neck; inhaling my scent. I bite my lower lips and didn't say anything. After that; we ate and talked; we even say that we should have a one week vacation since it's been a stressful week for us.
After that, we decided to go home and let Aff's stay on Levy's house since she said that she still wants to play with him. Natsu drove his car on the high way; as I... I was looking out of the window. I frown when I saw a black Audi following on us. I tried to ignore it but sooner or later... I found out that the car was following on us.
I look on my sides and I saw Natsu frowning while looking on the rearview mirror. From the look of it... It looks like his notice the car too.
"I-I think we've been followed," I say; inhaling since my heart is now beating really fast. I'm nervous. I shouted for pain when I felt the car hit the back of Natsu's car. "Natsu," I say.
"Damn it..." Natsu curses.
The black car hit as again and my eyes got widen when I saw a cliff... Natsu removes his seatbelt then I felt his arms protectively wrapped his arms around me.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
When I finally get out on Natsu's car; I stiffen when I remember something - or should I say, someone. I look inside the car and I suppress another gasp when I saw Natsu there.
"Natsu."
I pulled him off on his car. I ignore the pain of my wound because all matters on me were him. Natsu got it bad.
I look around; I don't know where we are. I look around to find my bag or Natsu's cellphone. I need to call our friends or an ambulance. After I made a call.. I turn my heels and look to Natsu; he got wounds all over the left side of his body. I remembered him hugging me..
...
That must have caused this...
I bite my lower lips to stop the sobs. We're still lucky because there's no leak or anything in the car that might have caused an explosion.
"Natsu... wake up, please," I say.
He didn't move. I don't know what to do... panic is now rising on me. How I wish he did open his eyes now; to lessen my nervousness.
"Natsu... Alien, please open your eyes. I'm not a doctor." I say checking his pulse; then removing his shirt and put it on his open wound on his shoulder. I think that was I need to do. I'm really not sure.
"Damn it... amm.. I guess I need t-to put some pressure here. God... wake up." I close my eyes tightly then try really hard to remember how to do the first aid.
Great...just great. If I knew that I'll be needed the first aid now. I should study it when I was in high school. I tilt Natsu's head back then give him a CPR. His breathing is not normal. I inhale deeply then I leaned down and giving him two full breaths.
I place the heel of my hands on his chest and the other on top of it. I give him thirty compressions every two breathes. My tears are now pooling on my eyes.
I don't know if I'm doing this right, but I still need to try.
I need to try and save him.
...
I look up when I saw a helicopter above us. The rescuers help me but my eyes are a lock on Natsu. I wonder if he'll be okay. I want to know if he's okay.
"Lucy."
I turn my head and I saw Juvia running after me. I cried on her; pulling me on her chest and let me cry on her arms. "Shhh.. you'll be alright."
"He'll be fine, Juvia? Right?"
"He'll be fine. We're talking about Natsu and this kind of accident isn't the one who killed him."
"I don't know... he looks so... fragile."
Juvia laughs on me helping me to lie down on the ambulance bed. Caressing my cheeks and give me and reassurance smile. "He'll be pissed if he heard you saying that to him."
I didn't say anything; we need to go to the nearest hospital to make sure that Natsu is fine. If Natsu died in this accident then my life will be boring. If Natsu's gone... then I don't have someone to annoy, I don't have someone who I called 'alien'. If Natsu's gone then I don't have my free kiss, the touch, the hugs.... and lovemaking that can make me go mad.
I blush on what I've been thinking. Gosh! Lucy! For all the moment you'd still thinking some dirty thoughts about him.
I open my eyes and I was in the white place. I look up and I saw a woman trying to clean my wounds. I heard someone shouting and I really knew who that voice is. I slipped off on my bed completely ignoring the nurse on my behind.
"Where the f**k is Lucy? I swear if you let anything happened to her I'm gonna kill you all. Damn it! Let me go." - Natsu.
I held his hand squeezing it making his head turn into my direction. His eyes soften the exact moment he saw my face. He looks relieved. I smiled at him warmly... "How do you feel?" I asked him.
"I'm fine.. you? Did you get hurt? Hey you! Why you aren't given her first aid? Damn it--"
"I'm fine. You're the one who makes me worried so damn much. I even need to use my little knowledge about CPR. I don't know if it helps you or it makes things worse." I say
We heard someone clear her throat and when I turned my head I saw Juvia smile on me. A reassuring smile.
I was about to let his hand go when he held my hand tightly. I look on his eyes and I almost cry because of his pleading eyes. I sat down on the edge of his bed, the nurses are doing their job and Juvia was giving them the orders. We've been looking on each other eyes; savoring the moment.
"Are you sure that you're okay?" I asked worriedly.
"Yes... now that I know that you're fine."
I was about to say something when.. "AYEEEEEEEEEEEEE" I turned my head and I swear; I felt that all the blood on my body go up on my head as soon as I saw our friends looking on us with those annoying smiles of them.
"Moment of truth." - Cana tease.
"Are you guys are dating now? As in OMG! we need to celebrate this." Erza said happily.
I blush and as soon the nurse was done on my wound. I buried my face on the bed. Covering my face; I felt Natsu's hands gently caressing my head but I didn't move to look on him.
"Guys... get out. You're making Lucy uncomfortable." - Natsu.
"Wow... okay fine... If you don't want us to ruin your moment then we'll be off." Levy-chan said playfully.
I heard the door closed but I still didn't move. "Lucy..."
"Hmmm..."
"Stay with me," he says making me look on his eyes. He was looking on me tenderly. Reaching my cheeks and gently touch it.
Nodding to him; he smiles on me pulling me closer on him as he hugs me tightly. His head is on my neck inhaling my scent and I did try my best on not to wince on his touch. I heard him gasp when my hands touch on his shoulder. I laugh and pulled away on him. "Stay still."
"I know," he says.
I rolled my eyes to his. "Pssh... you need to make sure that you heal fast," I say on him.
"and if not?" he says; the corner of his lips went up "What will you do?"
I smiled at him. "I won't do anything, but if you didn't heal... then how can you make love with me again?"
He groans. I look on him and smile sweetly. His eyes are darkening with pure want. I still don't know what we had right now. As in I'm still confused about what kind of relationship we had. Natsu is really insatiable and it's really obvious that he doesn't want me to think about what we had. Not that I want to think.
I don't want to think about the future. I just want to be happy right now.
I know I shouldn't do this. But I'm a grown-up woman. I know what I'm doing. And this is the choice I want. Maybe I'll regret it in the future, but I have no choice.
Because it looks like my heart and my mind is in the middle of battle now. No. I'm not in love with him, I'm sure about that. I'm not in love with him; not yet... but...
...
I'm starting to.