When I wake before the alarm the following morning, Natsu is wrapped around me like ivy, his head on my chest, his arm around my waist, and his leg between mine. And he's on my side of the bed. I'm still not used to the fact that was sleeping in the same room, in the same bed but it's so damn good in many ways. It's been three days since we stayed here in the hospital. And since that day... Natsu never left me alone. He damn makes sure that I'm always on his side.
Gently, I stroke his hair and my melancholy recede. He stirs, and his sleepy eyes meet mine. He blinks a couple of times as he wakes.
"Hi." he murmurs and smiles.
"Hi." I love waking to that smile.
He nuzzles my breasts and hums appreciatively deep in his throat. His hand travels down from my waist, skimming over my hospital gown. I heard someone clear her throat and when I look on her I blush crimson red. "Didn't you know that it against the hospital rules?" she said before she closes the door on her behind.
"Good morning, Juvia," I said smiling on her. Ignoring what she said a while ago.
She rolls her eyes and then she started to check our vital sign. "You're now free to go to Lucy. It seems that you're very lucky," she says.
"Lucky is not the better word to use on our situation, Juvia," Natsu said frowning on her.
"Why?" Juvia asks innocently.
"Can you see that she had a bruise and wounds on her body?" Natsu said.
Juvia arch her brow then her lips twist into a smile; gently patting Natsu's head "Stop being overprotective Natsu. Lucy is fine, okay. Anyway... the both of you can discharge now."
"Really?" I said.
Juvia smile on me. "Yes, Lucy. You can finally go out of this room. Do whatever you want out there. Seduce every man that you saw out of this building----" Juvia voice trailed off when she felt a dark aura beside me. I bite my lower lips. Juvia look on him "What? I'm just giving her suggestion." Juvia said innocently.
"It's not a good suggestion, Juvia." Natsu hissed.
"Why? Is not that Lucy is yours... Right, Lucy?" Juvia smile on me; and I really want to kill her right now. Didn't she know that this man beside me can kill me instantly?
"Juvia out" Natsu hissed his looking on her darkly and I shiver down my spine because of his look. Natsu looks murderous right now, but this woman in front of us; smile on us sweetly as she flips her head. "Juvia" Natsu warn.
Juvia rolled her eyes on him. "Stop saying my name, Natsu. I know that my name is really beautiful and unique."
"I said. OUT. NOW" Natsu said angrily. Juvia shrugs her shoulder before she left. Natsu chest moves up and down like he was trying to calm his nerve. I bite my lower lips... I still don't know what should I do?
Should I laugh? Should I tease him for acting like a jealous boyfriend? or...
Should I pinned him on this bed and make love with him----- O/////////////////////O
God! Lucy stops thinking like that. Can't you see that Natsu is mad right now? And thinking like that way won't help you.
I mentally roll my eyes on me.
"Lucy," he called me out of my daydream. I look on him curiously and I suppress a gasp when he pulled me and kiss me fully on my mouth. When our lips parted "Don't seduce other men, you can seduce one man..." he whispers on my lips; kissing me again, making me moan against his lips. I stroke his hair and he laid me down to the bed. He's on top of me. I wrapped my arms around him, straddling him to have him closer to me. He groans and I felt his hand on my waist crushing me to him. "...and that's me Lucy" he whispers.
"Stop talking and kiss me more," I say pulling him closer on mine. He chuckles and I silently him with my kisses. He hungrily kisses me, our tongues are sync. I moan when he leaves my mouth kissing me on my cheeks down to my jaw.
He traveled down my throat, nipping on my soft and sensitive skin. I grasp his hair and pulled him to me. Oh God! I want him now... As in now - I want him... I want to feel him inside me.
I groan when he pulled away on me; glaring on him "What?" I said.
Natsu runs his finger on my cheeks looking on my eyes tenderly. I rolled my eyes then pulled him on me; meeting his lips on my lips. Natsu pulled away looking on my face "Lucy..." looking on my eyes and run his fingers on my cheeks. I bite my lower lips as I stare on his beautiful eyes.
"Stop looking on me like that?"
"Why?"
"I might fall in love with you."
His eyes wide; he stares on me. But instead of leaving me here; he just held my both hand, playing the tips of my fingers. Like, he was thinking of something... something painful, and I don't know why but I don't want to see him like this. Like he so fragile.
"Lucy--"
"I didn't say that I'm in love with you, right Boss, Sir? I'm not in love with you. I don't want to fall... I don't want to get hurt."
"Just wait for me."
"It depends on the situation, Sir and Boss. You know that I don't have virtue when it comes of 'waiting'. "
"Lucy.. please just this once, wait for me." his both hands on the side of my cheeks; looking me tenderly.
"Don't you think... I deserve someone better than to wait for a man that I don't have the assurance that will love me back?"
He stiffens "Lucy... Do you want to go? If you want then I won't stop you. I want you to be happy. And I know that if you're being stick on me then you'll be hurt. But you know why right? Why I need to do this?"
"Natsu..."
" I don't want you to go. I want to be selfish and keep you with me. But if I know... if you really want me to let you go. Because of no matter how much I want you with me... I want you to be happy---" I shut him but kissing him.
I kiss him with so much enthusiasm. His fingers tangled on my hair pulling me closer and crushing my lips to him. Kissing him is a major turn on. What more if we 'did' that now?
Super-duper TURN ON.
When our lips parted we're both gasping for air? His eyes were glowing while his looking on me.
"You know... I would recommend you to stop drinking a coffee. My Boss, Sir... I didn't finish what I've said a while ago. Yes, I know that I deserve someone that mingle somewhere out there; that will never be afraid on what will happen on us in the near future, that will love me with no 'buts' and 'what ifs'. But it's not important here... Yes, it might be true that I don't have an assurance to you... but this what I want, and somehow you can me happy. In the near future, you might break my heart. Yes, it will be painful but it's more painful for me if I'll leave you right now."
He inhales dramatically, holding my hand and kiss the back of my hand. Like he was thanking me on something I don't know.
"Natsu..."
"Ducky... don't leave me huh!"
I frowned to him as he stares on me; running his fingers on my brow. "When you frown a little V from here," he said playfully.
I hit his arms making him cried "You really knew how to break the moment. Natsu Dragneel."
"What's wrong on calling you, Ducky? It's really cute and unique."
My jaw clench and trying my best not to kill him. He pulled me on him hugging me tightly. "Ducky." he laughs on me.
"Urgh! Stop it."
"I won't..." he said playfully.
Grrr... Closing my eyes and feel his warm against mine. Maybe I should let him called me 'Ducky' just this once. I don't want to ruin this moment of us. Hugging him back... This unbelievable man... His complicated but I know that he can make me happy. I don't want to think about our future now... We also need time...
Time will tell us what will happen to us.
I looked at him while he was putting his clothes in the closet. He smirks on me and continues what he was doing. "What the hell are you doing, Natsu?" I asked him again.
He stops on what he was doing then looks on me. "Do I really need to answer that question for fifth times?" he asked me disbelief.
"It's because until now... I can't believe that you'll be going to stay here in my house. Let me remind you, Natsu Dragneel my house is not an apartment." I hissed crossing my arms below my breast.
Natsu sigh dramatically then he stood up and went to my side "I just want to be here so I can protect what is mine." he said making me shiver down my spine.
I frown at him "mine? As far as I remember this house is mine." I say.
"Lucy you are mine." I flush instantly on what he said his eyes frost. "No one touches what's mine," he says with chilling finality as if I'm missing the obvious.
My mouth drop opens when I heard him.
Did he really say...
I'm his?