The Girl that has an Alpha for a Mate ( GAM series #1)

Sage

  Sage's P.O.V

  f**k! Why her? Anyone but her. f**k! I can't get her out of my thoughts. I'm sitting here at my own private party that only a few lucky ones get to come to. I see Vanessa in a revealing dress, and she's touching Xavier's arm and flirting with him. I'm not mad that my girlfriend is flirting with one of my best friends. I don't know what she is doing over there? What's she whispering in Xavier's ear? The weird thing is I don't feel a single ounce of jealousy towards this whole situation. Maybe Xavier is her mate. God, I hope not. He deserves so much better than that slut. Hopefully, he will find his mate soon, and fingers crossed for him, she's not a slut like the other she-wolves that hang around us at school. I can feel myself getting horny, and I need a release, so I walk up to them and get behind Vanessa.

  "Hey baby, let's go to my room. You know what you've got to do. Get cleaned and showered. After you do, bring the box and get on all fours, look straight ahead and wait for me to come up." I say, smirking. She nods a little too enthusiastically and runs upstairs.

  I turn to start heading upstairs, where my soon-to-be ex-girlfriend is waiting for me, but I stop and decide to make her wait a while longer until I'm ready to meet her. I hang out with my buddies for a while, looking around at my party guests. There are many people here, man; I can't believe today is finally here, the day I become the Alpha of the pack. I need my Luna by my side, I already know who it is, and it's not who everyone thinks it is.

  I finally decided to go back to my room, and she's waited long enough, and so have I. I grab the blindfold and handcuffs from my closet, but I stand there in a daze, thinking about Amanda, not my girlfriend. God! Why am I so turned on just by thinking about what her p***y would look like on my face?

  I'm so f*****g hard right now. Damn it! I have a girlfriend, she's a slut, but she's still my girlfriend. I thought I felt love for her, but after today, I don't. I don't think I ever did. This whole situation is so f****d up right now. I can't stop thinking about what I did earlier. What was going through my head? What was I thinking?

  It felt like sparks were shooting up and down my skin when I pulled Amanda up on my hips, wrapping her legs around me. It makes me wonder if I got that feeling just from our skin briefly touching, what would it feel like to f**k her? 

  All I keep thinking is she is mine. Why am I thinking that? I know I was mean to her with what I said about dressing slutty and staying away from everyone, especially guys. I couldn't stop staring at her luscious lips, and I wonder what it would be like to kiss her. I had to get out of there before I did something stupid. I kept my eye on her nearly all day. Why did I do that?

  My mind skips back to when I first started feeling this way. I was walking outside to my car, and it was around 5:45 pm. I was born 19 years ago at this exact time. In a few hours, I will be king, and my father will finally show me what my Alpha responsibilities are. Suddenly, I smell a lovely rose and honey scent. I love those smells. My mother has a rose garden, and honey is my favorite thing to put on my toast and in my tea. I follow the scent all the way to the bank parking lot, and there in front of me, close to the blue mustang, is the girl I always yell at and give a hard time to. I always feel guilty afterward when I see her looking so crushed and heartbroken with tears in her eyes. I always make it worse by telling everyone to stay away from her. I even played a prank on her pretending to give her an invite to my party. I always wondered why I did that? I just kept hurting her.

  I hid in the trees, just staring at her, getting turned on by how she licks her lips.

  "Go to our mate, mark her, take her and f**k her." My wolf Lee mind-links me. She smells so f*****g delicious! She looks up and gets startled. 

  I move so fast that she doesn't see me standing right behind her when she looks up again. I can smell her scent, and it's intoxicating. I kissed her, but she pushed me away, getting in her car all the time staring at me with tears in her eyes. I know the mate bond can be strong, but it can't be as strong as that. I feel a strong pull towards her like I need to be with her; I need her to breathe.

  "This is insane. I need to take my mind off of her, and I know the perfect way to do so." I quietly say to myself, looking towards Vanessa, who is still on the box waiting for me.  

  Vanessa is happy that I haven't found my mate yet, but she is sad that it isn't her. No one knows that I have found my mate. I know who she is. But how do I tell everyone that the human girl we all call humi, well she is my mate. This really sucks, not that she's my mate, but the horrible way I treated her and got others to treat her. I can't stop thinking about her and be honest, and I don't want to. I'm glad she is my mate. The human girl. Amanda. 

  "Yep, I'm so glad we found our mate too." Lee mind-linked at me.