Ryder Driving away from Jayne’s apartment I could tell she was disappointed. She had promised to make up for the teasing from earlier on in the night, but I didn’t want to push her into anything so soon. The last thing I need is her to regret anything that may or may not happen between us. The kissing I can do, and my god she is an amazing kisser. I have been left with a boner after every time. When I was speaking to Jamie in the bar earlier, he commented on how happy Jayne looked, with a natural smile not forced like he thinks it has been for the last year. I will take the credit for that. When I actually walk in my door at nearly 4am, I am exhausted. I really don’t know how Jayne copes being up at this time every day, especially working they way she does. The girl never stops, she i