Jayne Hearing those words from Ryder made me realise he is what I want. I have fallen for him hard and I didn’t think it would be possible with my history, to fall for anyone. They way he has been treating me has just made me realise it all. And now lying on my bed with him on top of me, I want it and I want it now. “Take me Ryder. I want you” I whisper into his ear. Making him groan and grind his hips to me. Within no time our clothes are thrown across the room and we are both lying naked on top of my bed. I thought I would be self-conscience about being naked in front of him, but he has done nothing but worship my body, every part of it. Even the faded scar across my stomach, he kisses it and plays with my n*****s. The first time having s*x in a year, I am nervous, but I am goin