~ KRISTEN POV~
"Haz, please come here."
I basically dragged Hazel and pulled her to the back door of the restaurant.
"I hope this is super important.My arm is hurting so much and feels like it's already been pulled out of my body. "
"Sorry Haz, and yes, this is super important but awkward too."
"Okay, just hit me with it."
This morning, I saw him...no, I met him naked.Okay, not exactly naked, but I can see his amazing muscle body because he is just wearing short pants only. Haz... I cannot stop thinking about him. "
"Woow... slow down Kris. But where do you see him? "
"At Mr. Princkel's house."
" What'd he do there? Is he the son of Mr. Princkel? "
"No. He's the new owner of Mr. Princkel's house. "
"So.. it means that he's your new neighbour now."
I nodded and imagined his fantastic body.
"But you said to me in an awkward situation too. How can it be awkward if meeting him makes you this happy? "
" Okay, I'm sorry because I jumped from my original story. So... "
I told Hazel the beginning of my awkward happy situation story. Hazel is laughing at me like my parents did this morning. Why does everyone think that my situation is so funny? Anyway, I feel happy, and that's the important thing. I just hope he didn't remember this situation in the future. I wanted to try to win his heart. I really like him. I can imagine running my fingers along his firm muscles from his neck to his waist line and his..
Then kiss his firm and muscled abs... Why do I have these dirty thoughts towards him? I have experienced m**********g alone when I feel horny, but not so frequently. I have found that it's good to express yourself by doing that, but don't make it a habit. It helps you a lot to know your own body reaction towards that kind of intimate situation. But, I've never had s*x before. You know, I'm a religious girl, so I have to save myself for my husband.
" So now you know that he's living next door. What are you going to do? "
"I don't know."
"Don't lie to me, Kris. I know you are already planning to see him again."
I narrowed my gaze to Hazel, so she's clever but not overly so, hmm.
"You know, Haz, "Are you really that less smart as you always claim, or do you just play dumb so no one questions you?" I wonder.
Hazel smacked my shoulder and laughed loudly.
" If I'm that smart, I've already become Mrs. Kelvin Klain right now.
"Okay, Haz. But why do you always talk about Kelvin Klain? Do you like him, Haz?"
"What?No!But... Many girls like him, Kris. He has good looks and money too. "Just a stupid girl can't see that. " She closed her mouth using her hand.
"I'm sorry, Kris."
" I guess I'm the stupid girl in this world because I didn't fall for him like the smart girls on this planet do."
" I'm so sorry, Kris. Please forgive me and forget about what I just said. Okay, "
" I didn't care about it, Haz, because I really didn't feel anything towards him. But if you really like him, Show it to him, and don't hide your feelings. You're beautiful Haz, and have a kind heart too."
Hazel just smiled at me.
"Princess, your mother is looking for you and her favourite worker."
Kelsy came and shouted at me and Hazel.
Kelsy always called me "Princess" because she thought I lived like I was a princess. But I can't shut her up and let her call me that.I don't care what people say about me as long as my parents love me and I don't act like a princess, just like Kelsy calls me.
" Okay, be there in a few minutes."
I shouted back to Kelsy.
Then I whisper to my best friend.
" Haz just promised me that you wouldn't tell my mom about this okay. I don't want her to worry about me like yesterday night. "
Hazel nodded and we both went back to work.
And Kelsy was following us too.
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"What's wrong with you today, dear?"
"Hm.. nothing, mom. Why do you ask such questions, mom?
"Are you sure, dear? You look a little bit distracted today.Your dad noticed it too.Right honey. "
My mom turn to dad when she said that .
And my dad confirm her questions too.
" That's true love. Can you share it with us, Kris? If something bad happens or someone treats you badly today, please tell us. Maybe we can figure it out or solve it. "
"Of course we can help you dear.Just tell us okay. "
I don't want to tell them now because I'm afraid that they will stop me from visiting him or probably chase him away from that house. But I never lied to my parents.
" Okay, mom, dad, I will tell you after this Sunday. But now, I wanted to keep it for myself first. Please, can you two trust me?"
They look at each other. I know dad will give me time and space, but mom will always want to know now and will hate it if I keep a secret. So, that's why I never lied or kept secrets from them.
Mom nodded and dad smiled at me. After we arrived at our house, the first one to come out of the car and run to my room was me. I locked myself in and ran a warm shower in my bathtub. I dropped some vanilla shower cream liquid and put all my clothes inside the clothes bin.
We have already had our dinner at our restaurant, so when we go back, we just take a shower and sleep. But I know dad. He will pamper mom first after taking a bath, then they will both cuddle in their big bed. I am in a hurry to take a bath in the bathtub to imagine him and how peaceful my sleep tonight will be if I can hug him and sleep in his arms. I rubbed myself and satisfied my horny desire while imagining his incredible body on top of mine. It only takes a few minutes to do that, and I come hard.
I don't know what will happen to my body if the real him does this to my body.
Just like the night before, I pray to God .
"In the name of the Mighty Father, his son Jesus, and the Merciful Mother Mary." I'm praying to you.Dear Father, please forgive me for my sin today, but I am glad you let me meet him today. I wish I could open his heart to accept me. I really want him to become my soulmate. He's so attractive and I cannot stop thinking about him.Can you help me win his heart?And thank you for your kindness today in providing me with an amazing day and journey.Please bless my parents and my friend and show your amazing love towards the ones that envy us. Amen. "
I fell asleep picturing his ferocious eyes staring at me and his enormous body on top of mine.