Josh’s POV I was so extremely nervous and I felt like this was a grave mistake. I shouldn’t have given her this idea in the first place. I somehow was guilty of inciting her. ‘What if she doesn’t make it? I would rather be with her alive and human than not with her at all.’ I thought. Just as much as I lived with the guilt of losing my family because I wasn’t there for them when they needed me, I don’t know if I could live with the guilt of knowing I led her on to her grave with my silly ideas. It was a bad thing and I felt lonely when I came back and found my family having been annihilated by the giants. Though I made sure that I wiped away each and every giant in my region, it still could not take away the guilt I have about letting my family down through my absence. Aimee is my life