Breathe. I am staring on my mirror. I'm staring on the mirror before excited, excited to see Zach but now I looked restless. Restless because I'm afraid that one day the man will appear on it, staring back at me. Breathe. I decided to end it today what had happened in the past. I realized; I should have done it sooner, right after that morning, but I ran away like a scared rat. Princess, see you in the venue :* It was Theo's text. I chose not to reply his text; I grabbed my phone and exited the room. I inhaled then exhaled one more time as I loaded myself with more courage and extra strength so I will not embarrass myself later. I want to get this over. This is already killing me. He was visiting me every night in my dream which I called nightmare and then he showed up when I'm unpr