I had to run away from Mateo because I could see he was getting frustrated. I wasn’t helping either and I didn’t want another Blake so I left him there. I went back to Lacey’s room so I could spend some time with my daughter and saw she was watching cartoon.
“ hey mom everything ok?” Lacey asked as I fell in bed beside her so I could cuddle her.
“ everything’s fine baby, just need to be next to you right now.” She nodded her head and allowed me to cuddle with her. These are the times I’m really happy I had Lacey. She’s my rock and I don’t know what I’d do without her. I woke up couple hours later in a different room and I looked on the bed to my right to see Mateo and started freaking out.
“ s**t why is it that you always do that? f**k!” He shouted and I flinched a bit from the way h
