No Turning Back
1799 Words
“Sean...” I called his name like a prayer as I suck in a deep breath. We were panting hard while he has his arms leaning on the backrest of the sofa I’m sitting on. He was hovering over me and I could see his eyes all fired up with lust and need and that made me feel so alluring. Like I’m a goddess of s*x and beauty. But then his jaw tightened before he shook his head.
“You’re not in your right state of mind Felicity. We should stop this.” He said but he wasn’t moving away.
“What are you saying? My mind is as clear as day. In fact, I don’t think it’s ever been as clear as now.” I smiled as he seductively as my hand reaches for his collar. To my dismay, he caught my hand and pinned it at the top of my head. I reached with the other one and he did the same.
Wait what am I saying? My mind isn’t clear at all! What’s happening to me?
“I said stop it. I don’t want you to regret what will happen if we don’t stop now. That’s not how I picture it, love.”
I pouted at his words. “Don’t you want me? Then why did you kiss me? If you don’t want me you shouldn’t have kissed me!”
My eyes widened with what I just said. Oh God! Why did I say that?!
“You’re the one who pulled me up from massaging your feet!” Sean looked as if he just heard the biggest lie in his entire life.
“You’re the one who kissed me first! That night...” I pulled my hands from his grasp and covered my mouth. Why can’t I stop talking?
“What night?” He looked clueless.
“At the New Year’s party. You don’t remember?”
“I don’t”
“How can you forget?”
“I didn’t kiss you, okay? Now, let’s stop this. I have to call Nana and ask her what’s happening to you.”
“But... you did...” I whispered while my mind is in a swirl.
What am I even saying? Sean’s right something is wrong with me.
Sean huffed then he looked at me intently, his lips moving as if he wants to say something but chose not to. Instead, he shook his head and cupped my chin.
“You stay put okay?”
I nodded at him still feeling awfully bad that he couldn’t remember he kissed me that night.
Ugh, Felicity! Get a grip! I scolded myself but my body won’t listen. I don’t know why I feel bad not why I seem somewhat drunk when I didn’t...
The tea! My eyes lingered at the teacup on the table. I only had I serving but after I drank all of it, I started feeling weird.
“Hi Nana, it’s Sean.” He spoke on his phone over the kitchen, his eyes not leaving me.
“Yes, but it’s not me. You remember the tea you want me to give Felicity? Yes, I’m with her... yes... wait for what?” His brows crossed and he seemed angry.
Why would he be angry at Nana? I’ve never seen him raise his voice at her.
“Why didn’t you tell me that? You said to give it to her when she’s in heat, not before!” He paced in front of me, seemingly worried as he glimpses at the teacup. “Yes, I only gave her a cup. Damn it I couldn’t believe you’d make such a mistake.”
I gasped at how he talked to Nana. “Sean... don’t be angry at Nana! It’s my fault, I’m sorry...” I couldn’t help my overflowing emotion that a sobbed as my tears roll down like rain. I don’t understand what they were talking about but I know it had something to do with this weird need inside me and that cup of tea I just drank.
Huh? Could it be... he...
“No... no that can’t be...” I shook my head but squirmed on my seat. There it is again. The beads of sweat and uneasiness on the pit of my stomach. “Sean...” I wanted to ask for help but it came off as a whimper, too low and seductive than I want it.
He stopped on his tracks and stared at me for a moment before he sighed. “Yes, Nana. I’m sorry. What should I do? What?”
I jumped on the seat, startled with his loud voice. When our eyes met, I felt like being sucked up in his green orbs.
I couldn’t contain myself anymore. I went up and pulled his phone away.
“Felicity, no!” He reaches out to his phone but I took the chance to grab his collar and kiss claim his lips. The impact was sudden that I hit my back on the counter but I don’t care.
Ahhh... so sweet... I need this! I need more! “Give me more Sean...”
To my delight, he responded. We sucked and nip each other’s lips while our tongue danced in the oldest tune.
I heard Nana’s voice still on the line but I didn’t care. I throw the damn phone to the garbage bin and focused on getting what I want from him. I couldn’t distinguish my thoughts from my actions. My full attention is on how to get all the clothes he had on out of the way. I need to feel him, so so much!
My hands fumbled on the bottom of his shirt. He doesn’t have his tuxedo on anymore and I couldn’t care less when and how he took it off as long as it makes the task at hand easier.
“Ugh!” I grunted when I couldn’t unbutton it fast enough for my liking. I heard Sean chuckle
Before he held my hands.
“So impatient.” He tore off his shirt and the bottoms went flying everywhere.
I smiled in content and eye him like a prize. My fingers reached out to his chest and played with the soft curls on his sculpted chest. I felt him hold his breath and that made me bolder.
My fingers traced hard muscles in his sculpture like a tanned body. Perfect!
It went lower to his abdomen, and I had to swallow hard. It’s like I’ve finally gotten the thing that I wanted the most. I’m getting close and inches away from that huge bulge in the front of his slacks when his hands stopped mine.
I looked up to him confused and asking.
He didn’t answer but his face is already dark from his obvious desire. He’s in full alpha mode. I could feel his dominant aura all around me that I had to drop my gaze.
He pulled me to him and cupped my chin to face him fully.
“Look at me, Felicity.” He ordered and I followed. “Do you know who I am?”
I nodded. How can I not know who he is? “Sean...”
“That’s right. It’s me. I don’t know how lost you are, but tell me, do you really want this?”
“Yes!” I answered without hesitation. Whatever ‘this’ is, I’m sure I want it just like how much I want him.
Without another word he scooped me up from my ass and carried me upstairs. I automatically clutched my arms around his neck while my legs wrapped around his waist.
I kissed him hard and slow... pouring all the need I have for him at the moment.
I didn’t know which room we went but he slowly dropped me to the bed. I whimpered when outlets' lips separated.
“Patience love... I’ll give you what you need, but we have to get rid of this first.” He turned me around and unzip my dress, his hands sliding down along with it. I moaned loudly when his rough calloused hands grazed my curves as he pulls the dress up and off me.
When the cold air touched my skin, I instinctively covered my body but he didn’t let me do just that.
His arms slithered from behind and around my waist then he pulled me towards him. My bareback tingles from the touch of the soft hair on his chest.
“Sean...” I called out his name when I felt his hands cup my breast pinch my now hard n*****s. My back arched on instinct and I want more. His hands massaged my mounds as his warm breath fans my neck, tickling my ears.
“We’re not going to go back to the way things are between us after this Felicity. Do you understand?”
“Yes...” I agreed without a second thought. My world spins around me and yet my senses are all fired up.
“Good. It’s too early, but this is where you’re going to end anyway.” He licked my neck and that made me shiver but that’s not the end of it. His other hand slid down to my flat stomach and lower still making me flinch and moan in anticipation. I didn’t even notice how long I’ve been holding my breath until I heard him say ‘breathe love.”
When I did I felt him slid his finger inside my black lace underwear and rub my already soaking wet spot.
“Sean!” I called out his name when he suddenly pinches on my small bud making me pool more down there.
“Yes, Fifi. You belong with me; on my bed, hot and wanting like you are now.” He slid his finger inside and everything went blank.
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