I must have fallen asleep because I’m awoken sometime later by a soft knocking at the door. I want it to be Eduardo. I want to see him grovel, on his knees, begging for forgiveness. I want him to be hurting the way I’m hurting. “What is it?” I ask abruptly. The door opens a crack and Lester pokes his head in. I’m at once relieved and disappointed. “What is it, Lester?” I ask, with a hint of irritation. “Sir, all these clothes…” “What of it?” I snap. “I, er. What should I do with them?” “Leave them,” I say. “Very well, sir,” he says. His head disappears and the door begins to close. “Lester,” I call out. His head reappears. “Yes, sir.” “Come here.” Lester looks like a frightened school child as he walks hesitantly towards the bed. I find his body strangely arousing. It has alwa