I was free though now. Free of the feeling like I was chasing the ghost of a dream. I can, and have, tolerated a lot in my life but being called a cheat and liar when I wasn’t and having Ryan look at me with such disgust…. It hurt! Seriously crushed me but woke me up. An idea was forming in my head when I saw Ryan and Carly in the lounge of his office that day, but his words rammed it all home. It was time to leave him - enough was enough. I have a life to live. I know Linley had never understood what I saw in Ryan. After all, he was blind to everything I had ever done for him, not that I wanted praise or a gold medal for it. Whereas Carly was nothing but a liar and a w***e who couldn’t keep her legs closed to save herself. And don’t’ get me started on the amount of Ryan’s money sh