Angel By Day Devil By Night

Chapter4

Jessie Anderson

The moment I saw her! I knew I had to have her. And I was very pleased with the way she was checking me out. The effect I have on her is something I’ve always wanted to see with the woman in my life. It was real, not a street girl kind of fake orgasm. I knew she wanted me so badly, but the good girl in her refused. She’s so beautiful and charismatic, she’s a rock in the rough and I’m planning to polish her until she shines bright like a diamond she is.

This sudden feelings for her are scaring the nuts out of me. I don’t know how my dad is going to feel about whatever is happening between me and Lerato. Earlier I told her there’s nothing special about her name, well that was a lie. Actually her name is so special on many levels. I didn’t understand it at first, so I had to google it. Lerato simply means love! It’s from one of South African languages.

I already know what I feel for her is love, the problem is I’m engaged to get married in a few months. It’s not a love marriage, it’s  more like an arranged one. I’m a CEO at Anderson group and also a mafia leader.  So I’m supposed to marry the daughter of another mafia leader to strengthen our alliance. She’s so needy and clingy, something I despise in a relationship. If my father hears about me and Lerato, he might strip me off of all power and I don’t know if I can risk that.

The kiss we shared yesterday I’m  not going to lie it was amazing and it got me thinking how she will feel under my mercy. I became a p***y since I met her and I’m trying by all means not to be rude to her, she’s very precious to me and I don’t want hurt her. “Man… you really sound like a pussy.” My brains mocked me. I hate the hold she has on me in just two encounters. I’m walking on eggshells around her because I’m scared I’ll say something that will scare her away. I’m not used to having to filter before I say anything. I’m rude and everyone around me knows that and I don’t give a f**k, but with Mia Bella it’s different.

She makes me want to become a better person, but only for her. That’s how long my affection can stretch, I don’t even feel obligated to  change for my dear soon to be wife Tara. I scolded my mouth when I rudely said there’s nothing special about her name. But I didn’t want show her that I regretted saying that because sorry doesn’t exist in my vocabulary. I had loads of paperwork but I needed to see her again. The other day at school I asked my best friend Dante her name before I left for my office. I called the IT department to look her up and she turned out to be one of the students on my scholarship program. Could it be fate!? “Jessie this young girl is cutting off your balls gradually.” My brain mocks me again. It’s my quick reminder that I’m still a mafia leader one of the strongest in the entire continent Africa. But here I am melting for a girl, something I never did before.

Her growling stomach interrupted our intimate moment of which I wanted it to go further but my baby girl was feeling hungry so I had to fill her stomach with good food. I ordered fettuccine alfredo from the restaurant downstairs, in no time our lunch was delivered directly on our door step. We ate in a comfortable silence and it felt like home sitting here eating lunch like normal people. That’s how she makes me feel, she makes me feel normal. All the walls around me that I’ve build over the years crumbles down in her presence.

She has no idea what she’s doing to me that’s how innocent she is, and that makes want to put a bullet in her father’s head. I know about everything she’s been through, when she was still young it was worse. Her father’s rage will go as far as earning her some beatings, I clenched my fist when I read that, the beast in me wanted to drive to his house and burn it down after shooting him and his two minions. They f****d up with her big time, he’s not the only one who lost a wife, she lost a mother too. The worst experience any ten year old could ever go through. But thanks to Mrs. Waltz she helped her bear the pain.

Yesterday we watched movies the entire day until it was dinner time, and she volunteered to cook for both of us but I also helped. She looked so sexy in my kitchen and I wanted that for the rest of my life. I’ve spent the night here a couple of times when I don’t feel like meeting with my dad and it didn’t feel as homely as today. Her presence wash this place with warmth. After eating dinner I left but on the way I noticed that I don’t have my phone with me, so I had go back. I used my card to open the door and I found her asleep on the couch looking more beautiful and peaceful.

I carried her to bed and tucked her in, I was about to leave then I decided to take off my clothes and sleep besides her. I haven’t slept until it was three in the morning, I spent the entire night watching her. I couldn’t get enough, she’s like my drug and I don’t think I’ll go a day without her. Right then I decided to move in with her, I can’t bring her to the mansion just yet. I need to tell her first about my dark world and also see what I can do about Tara. She’s been calling me all night that I had switch off my phone. This situation is stressing me out, I’m not the one to worry about something so small. But this time Lee is involved and I don’t want to do anything that will sabotage what could have with her. Lee… her pet name sound beautiful.

She started stirring in my hands and the moment she opened her eyes I couldn’t help but stare deeply in her chocolate brown eyes. For a moment there she was lost and then she realized our position. “Hey! What am I doing in your bed… ok no what are you doing here? You left last night!!!” she started being hysterical about the whole thing and I had to pin her down so she could calm down but I was only catalyzing the situation.

“What are you trying to do you rapist!” what was that!!! She thinks I was trying to rape her? That’s absurd. I’m sick in so many levels but I’ll never force a woman to sleep with me! Period!. “Hey hey! Calm down Mia Bella, I just slept next to you! We didn’t do anything.” She calmed down a bit after I assured her that nothing happened. “You should leave, just go!.” Guess she’s still pissed at me. Without even arguing I put my clothes on, grabbed my phone and wallet then left her a two hundred rand bill for her taxi fare to college. I pecked her hair and left her stunned.