I am back with my old self, maybe the worse version of myself.
Hindi ko aakalain na sa pagtatangka kong sumaya, mas masakit na karanasan pa pala ang makukuha ko. I never thought that I will be this in pain.
Akala ko one hit na 'yung naramdaman ko na sakit nang mawala sa akin ang magulang ko. I cannot imagine that there are far worse.
Ano ang buhay ko ngayon? Sinisira ko na, wala na rin namang silbi e. This is like a karma, and it will never ends the cycle. Mabubuo at babasagin ulit ako. Nakakapagod sumaya kung sa huli ay sasaktan din naman pala.
I trusted Nathan so much. I love him so much, pero nagawa niya akong saktan at basagin at durugin, kahit na alam niya naman din ang nakaraan ko.
He knows my hardship, he is aware of my wounds and scar, but he still chose to kill me by betrayal
