With Obsession (Filipino)

Episode 2

TULAD nga ng plano ko. Nakatulog lang ako ng maghapon... I would not last long on my night life if I will not have enough energy.

I need liquor to have a better sleep. I need the noise of the bar and clubbing to divert my sadness, and I need a companion to stay away from being lonely.

Natapos akong maligo and I saw that it is nearly eight in the evening. Other people might be resting just this night, but now... I am just starting my life.

Agad kong pinasok ang aking walking closet. Too good I shop a lot of new shirts and tight jeans from a trusted and branded online shop. Agad kong pinili ang isang puti na spaghetti strap na pinatungan ko ng gray cardigan, tight raven black jeans, white sandals and a handbag.

Umupo ako sa harapan ng aking table mirror. I look at myself, kamukhang-kamukha ko raw ang kapatid ng daddy ko. So I am more a Del Ray looking. Malakas daw masyado ang dugo ng sa father side ko.

Agad kong kinuha ang mga make-up. Medyo litaw na kasi ang eyebags na mayroon ako. Three days straight having a nightmare is troublesome. Medyo maputla na rin ang aking labi, so I put a liquid lipstick on it. Inilugay ko ang buhok ko at saka ako nagkilay at eyebrow.

Tiningnan ko ang aking lamesa. I think, ‘yung kotse ko na lang ang dadalhin ko ngayon. I will have my time tonight, who cares for tomorrow.

"I am ready... Have fun Alesha," sabi ko sa sarili ko sa salamin.

I took my key and walked out of my condominium unit. Pumasok sa loob ng elevator and wait to go down. Nasa pang eleventh floor kasi ang tinitirhan ko.

Now, I have a guy na kasabayan sa elevator. If Tanya is here, she will be wetting non-stop right now, because this guy is totally delectable.

Matangkad siya, maybe a 6 or more than 6-footer height. He has this western good looking guy face, mature, sharp jaw and a body to die for. He is everyone's girl's dream. He also looks expensive on how he wears his tight shirt- molding his manly body and his pants, there is a huge bulge in it.

Nahuli niya na nakatingin ako roon kaya mabilis akong mag-iwas ng tingin. Shet, napahiya ako roon a.

"Staring is rude," sabi niya sa malalim na boses, nakakahalina na tono... Before exiting the elevator.

I am so flustered entering my car in the parking lot. Jerk... Sana hindi na niya sinabi! His thing is so obvious kaya napatingin ako roon. I am not even a pervert. I am a d*mn virgin for pete's sake!

I drove the car heading to the famous Rogue Bar. Agad kong ipinarada ang sasakyan ko sa parking lot, a sports car for exact, I don't mind the brand of the car though... As long as it is perfectly working.

Pumasok ako roon, same place ng dalawang babae. This club is actually a possession and owned by Tanya. So he gets really lots of random hook-ups whenever she wants. I hope she doesn't catch any disease from her hobbies.

"You are late!" sabi ni Bri sa akin while she is clinging to her boyfriend, na malagkit ang tingin sa akin.

Ugh, boys with their two heads. Chivalry is really dead.

Stupid, tanga rin ako e. I mean, I should not expect any dignified and gentleman guy being lost here in the crowd of the wild beast here at the bar. Too impossible to imagine from the start.

I just sat on my usual spot. Light drinks na muna bago sa hard. Magpapainit muna ako ng sikmura bago tumuloy sa dance floor. I really need to have a little tipsy mode, or else, hindi ko mapapakawala nag inner wildness ko sa dance floor.

Nang maramdam ko na medyo tinamaan na ako ay tumayo na ako. I saw Tanya busy french kissing his new man, while Bri is looking at me with a smirk on her lips.

"The real Alesha is here!" sigaw niya.

Agad na akong nakihalubilo sa gitna ng mga lupon ng mga tao. Different smell, different people, different hands and body touching in the rhythm of the loud music.

May isa pang lalaki na yumakap sa akin pero itinulak ko siya. I don't do touching with guys. I am here to fun, and not for a man.

Nang magtagal ay nakaramdam naman ako ng kakaibang kilabot. It is the same uneasiness kapag may nakatingin sa atin na mga tao. Like someone is watching me.

Pero sa tuwing lilingon naman ako wala naman tao roon. Maybe, guni-guni ko lang ang lahat. I should stop thinking too much. I am here to get wasted.

Nang makaramdam na ako ng pagod ay sinimulan ko ng lumabas sa bar na iyon. Masyado na akong hindi nakakahinga ng maayos sa loob. So, I tried my best to get in my car.

Nang buksan ko ang kotse ko, someone tried to push me inside the car. It is the same guy on the elevator! I may be drunk, but I still can recognize him well.

The same accent and mascular body, his perfectly made face. Iyon ang nakikita ko. I don't know what gotten on my mind. Pero ako na ang kusang humalik sa kanya.

He is a good kisser. His tongue plays dominance against mine. Of course, he won. And now he dominates my lips and mouth, trying to at least have a piece of thread air.

Naging malikot ang bawat halik niya. Sa bawat haplos niya ay tila nagliliyab ang bawat pagdampi nito sa aking katawan. Nakikiliti ako sa maliliit niyang balbas. Tila kakaibang sensasyon ang dala ng mainit niyang hininga sa aking balat.

He undresses me on my car, he removes my brasserie in a swift at saka niya maganang sinuso ang aking mga kabundukan. I cannot help but to moan.

"Ohh, God you are so good!" ungol ko sa kanyang ginagawa.

This will be my first, but if it is the last time, I can hold my virginity, it is okay. At least, I enjoyed it for my 21 years of existence!

His fingers play in my cave. I am aware that I am very wet down there. His fingers are big enough to pleasure my hole. He is teasing me well on every touch he made.

He also removed his cloth. Para patas lang kaming dalawa. At tila mas lalo akong nauhaw nang makita ko ang katawan niya; six pack abs, and a v-line to die for.

He also undresses everything he has... until he is completely naked.

"Ready?" tanong niya.