Foolish Heart

Four

I was waiting for the bus at the bus stop when I saw Sean approaching me. We always bump in the bus stop every dismissals and I always try myself to become invisible but he always saw and pesters me.

"Riel!" He called me but I didn't looked at him. I turned my back to him and I waited for him to approach me but it didn't happen. Maybe because he felt embarrassed since I ignored him.

I turned around and jumped when I saw Sean in front of me grinning then he winked at me.

"Hi, cute." He said and I kicked his feet but he stretched his lips even more in an amused grin and it pissed me off. I just wanted to cut his lips from his face out or maybe sew them!

"I don't know who you are." I said looking away from him. Some people there were students in the same school as us.

He grabbed my jaw turning it to face him gently making me look at him in surprise. But he let go of my jaw immediately, stood beside me and like a miracle, Sean went quiet making me wonder.

I secretly touched my jaw which it seems like burning from his sudden touch.

I creased my forehead when I saw Kenton. He jogged and stopped in front of a woman who was waiting outside the gate. I squinted my eyes so I can focus to the both of them when a black car stopped in front of them and a man went outside the driver's seat, turned around the hood and stood in front of the woman and Kenton.

"That's Kenton's ex." I snapped my eyes to Sean and looked back at Kenton's direction.

The girl went inside the passenger's seat and the man turned around the hood before he went inside the driver's seat.

"He was still in love with his ex." Sean said and I just wanted to shove my bag inside his mouth so he will stop my fvcking heart from shattering into pieces!

I looked at Kenton's direction who was looking at the black car which was driving away from him. He looked like he was. . . I don't want to think about it!

I glared at Sean when he rubbed his palm on my back as if comforting me and it seems like he meant it in a very sarcastic way. He grinned at me and he really doesn't failed to piss me off for the millionth times! I was about to kick him again when the bus stopped in front of us.

I shoved his chest away and went inside the bus ahead of him. I sat near the window and I turned my head around when someone sat beside me.

Shit!

I instantly turned my head back to the window and tried to cover my face with my hand and prayed that he didn't freaking saw me.

It was Will. One of Jason's buddies! And I'd rather sat beside Sean compared with this homophobic!

God! Spare me with this evil creature!

I rolled my eyes slowly glancing at my seatmate and he seems like he wasn't looking at me. In fact, he didn't actually noticed me and I'm thankful about it.

"Riel!" I heard Sean, who's exactly at my back, called my name. And I almost cursed when I saw Will turned to me.

I wish I could jump off the window and curse Sean until his death! Damn it! He was the doom of me!

"Riel Lantis." Will said and the way my whole name sounded on his mouth made me shivered in an unpleasant way.

"Hey, Will." I said and I watched him as he only stared at me before he looked away without saying anything. I felt like a big torn was removed from my chest making me feel relieved.

I SLUMPED myself on the bed the moment I went inside my room and my mind went back when I was at the bus stop looking at Kenton who was also looking at the black car blankly as if he was rejected by that woman. Sean said that Kenton still likes his ex.

Does that mean I can't make my way with him?

"God, Riel! He's not even a homo to start with!" I said burying my face in the pillow.

Why I have to fall in love with someone who still have feelings with his ex!? I can't even confess my feelings! And it seems like Sean already knew about it.

I think that was the reason why he told me about Kenton still liking his ex. Maybe he was only teasing me!

I suddenly sat on my bed thinking. "Yes!" I sneered. "He was only teasing me! That troll!" I spat the nickname I gave him while punching the mattress. He tricked me!

Sean just wanted to see me breaking and maybe someday I could have my revenge at him.