I knew I would find Alex in the garden. It was always our sanctuary where we felt most peaceful. l really thought that my fate was bad, but Alex's was terrible. l have unwillingly added to his stress and pain. l sat down on the bench next to him and placed my hand on top of his. He was sitting deep in thought. "Maybe this is the moon goddess's way of making me pay for getting the better end of the stick." He tried to blame himself, but l shook my head and held his hand tightly. "Maybe l am being punished because everything that I've gone through so far is probably nothing compared to what my brother has gone through." Alex is kind hearted and loving, which is why, despite the fact that he didn't grow up with his brother, he still feels his pain, and that is something that Berh has neve