If you guys have read the other two books of the series you would know which teddy is Ana speaking of right now :)
Ana's POV
Everyone is asleep. I hope they are, otherwise, I will be dead. Daddies will kill me. I get up, and get off the crib, without making a sound as I fall on my teddy. I am keeping Carol's huge fatass teddy near the crib every night for the past three days that daddy Grey gifted her a long time back when they did not meet for one whole month because Carol was naughty and daddy Jay had punished her. The teddy is huge and fluffy and cushions my fall. I look at Carol and she is sleeping. Thank God. I don't want to tell her my secret, not yet at least when she is already stressed with the fact that daddies want to get a baby boy in the family. I cannot even imagine what will happen to me if she slips it out by mistake. I will tell her when she is less stressed. I trust her. I love her. I hope she is not mad at me for keeping the secret. I grab my bag, that has some cookies (That I had stolen and hidden) and some soda, and tiptoe downstairs after making sure that the daddies are asleep. I stick my ear to their door and it's all silent, so that means they're sleeping right?
It's 4 in the morning when I tiptoe back with my bag inside my room. Thankfully I did not wake anyone up. And it's only a matter of a few days, right? It's not like I will be doing this forever?
I use the teddy to climb back to my crib after keeping my bag aside and hidden, and then snuggle with Carol and Ems and instantly fall asleep.