Bare my soul-Wednesday August 13th, 2008 2:08pm
I’m sitting here cold and alone.
Love has made me feel so ashamed.
I did things, said things I’m not proud of.
I put my life on hold to soak all of you in.
Now my soul is searching for the void my heart put it in.
I feel as if I’m walking around bare for all the world to see.
I loved you more then I knew one person could love another.
But I was left just feeling played.
I lay here longing for the day to turn into night so I could at least see your sweet face in my dreams.
I know I shouldn’t cry.
I should be all cried out.
I’ve rebuilt my life since my heart was broken, but there’s still so much left unsaid.
You were my first love, you will always have a place in my heart. We went through hell together maybe that’s what killed us.
I know we will never be what we once were, but I just can’t let you out of my life.
I wonder if you ever really loved me.
What if we could have a second chance?
Would it be different?
I needed to bare my soul so that my heart can begin to heal.
I have all this knowledge I need to install upon your tortured soul, but I’m afraid it would fall upon deaf ears.
Just like the endless tears I cry no one is ever there to wipe them away.
I bare my soul, I cry these tears, and I walk around lost searching for what I don’t know anymore.
I just know I have a heart that needs to mend, a life to rebuild, and a soul that needs to heal.
I feel better now that I can bare my soul.