Nothing to you
I have spent countless lying in bednext to you crying myself to sleep.
I have fought so hard to keep thismarriage alive, but I feel as if I am the only one fighting.
You look at me as if I mean nothingto you anymore.
I used to be your one and only.
You used to make me feel like I wasthe sexiest woman alive.
Now you barely notice I’m there.
I have spent the last eight years ofmy life being broken down by you.
I swore to love, honor, and cherishyou for all the dies of my life.
I guess those were just words to you.
You treat me like I am nothing toyou.
You used to hold me all night now yourather cuddle up to a pillow, and put nothing but space between us.
You used to tell me thank you for thelittle things I did for you.
Now if I don’t do them I get screamedat.
How did things get so bad?
I once thought you were myeverything.
Now I wonder why I even stay.
I gave you my all but in the end I amnothing to you……