Chapter 1
I am by birth a Genevese, and my family is one of the most
distinguished of that republic. My ancestors had been for many
years counsellors and syndics, and my father had filled several
public situations with honour and reputation. He was respected by
all who knew him for his integrity and indefatigable attention to
public business. He passed his younger days perpetually occupied by
the affairs of his country; a variety of circumstances had
prevented his marrying early, nor was it until the decline of life
that he became a husband and the father of a family.
As the circumstances of his marriage illustrate his character, I
cannot refrain from relating them. One of his most intimate friends
was a merchant who, from a flourishing state, fell, through
numerous mischances, into poverty. This man, whose name was
Beaufort, was of a proud and unbending disposition and could not
bear to live in poverty and oblivion in the same country where he
had formerly been distinguished for his rank and magnificence.
Having paid his debts, therefore, in the most honourable manner, he
retreated with his daughter to the town of Lucerne, where he lived
unknown and in wretchedness. My father loved Beaufort with the
truest friendship and was deeply grieved by his retreat in these
unfortunate circumstances. He bitterly deplored the false pride
which led his friend to a conduct so little worthy of the affection
that united them. He lost no time in endeavouring to seek him out,
with the hope of persuading him to begin the world again through
his credit and assistance. Beaufort had taken effectual measures to
conceal himself, and it was ten months before my father discovered
his abode. Overjoyed at this discovery, he hastened to the house,
which was situated in a mean street near the Reuss. But when he
entered, misery and despair alone welcomed him. Beaufort had saved
but a very small sum of money from the wreck of his fortunes, but
it was sufficient to provide him with sustenance for some months,
and in the meantime he hoped to procure some respectable employment
in a merchant's house. The interval was, consequently, spent in
inaction; his grief only became more deep and rankling when he had
leisure for reflection, and at length it took so fast hold of his
mind that at the end of three months he lay on a bed of sickness,
incapable of any exertion.
His daughter attended him with the greatest tenderness, but she
saw with despair that their little fund was rapidly decreasing and
that there was no other prospect of support. But Caroline Beaufort
possessed a mind of an uncommon mould, and her courage rose to
support her in her adversity. She procured plain work; she plaited
straw and by various means contrived to earn a pittance scarcely
sufficient to support life.
Several months passed in this manner. Her father grew worse; her
time was more entirely occupied in attending him; her means of
subsistence decreased; and in the tenth month her father died in
her arms, leaving her an orphan and a beggar. This last blow
overcame her, and she knelt by Beaufort's coffin weeping bitterly,
when my father entered the chamber. He came like a protecting
spirit to the poor girl, who committed herself to his care; and
after the interment of his friend he conducted her to Geneva and
placed her under the protection of a relation. Two years after this
event Caroline became his wife.
There was a considerable difference between the ages of my
parents, but this circumstance seemed to unite them only closer in
bonds of devoted affection. There was a sense of justice in my
father's upright mind which rendered it necessary that he should
approve highly to love strongly. Perhaps during former years he had
suffered from the late-discovered unworthiness of one beloved and
so was disposed to set a greater value on tried worth. There was a
show of gratitude and worship in his attachment to my mother,
differing wholly from the doting fondness of age, for it was
inspired by reverence for her virtues and a desire to be the means
of, in some degree, recompensing her for the sorrows she had
endured, but which gave inexpressible grace to his behaviour to
her. Everything was made to yield to her wishes and her
convenience. He strove to shelter her, as a fair exotic is
sheltered by the gardener, from every rougher wind and to surround
her with all that could tend to excite pleasurable emotion in her
soft and benevolent mind. Her health, and even the tranquillity of
her hitherto constant spirit, had been shaken by what she had gone
through. During the two years that had elapsed previous to their
marriage my father had gradually relinquished all his public
functions; and immediately after their union they sought the
pleasant climate of Italy, and the change of scene and interest
attendant on a tour through that land of wonders, as a restorative
for her weakened frame.
From Italy they visited Germany and France. I, their eldest
child, was born at Naples, and as an infant accompanied them in
their rambles. I remained for several years their only child. Much
as they were attached to each other, they seemed to draw
inexhaustible stores of affection from a very mine of love to
bestow them upon me. My mother's tender caresses and my father's
smile of benevolent pleasure while regarding me are my first
recollections. I was their plaything and their idol, and something
better—their child, the innocent and helpless creature bestowed on
them by heaven, whom to bring up to good, and whose future lot it
was in their hands to direct to happiness or misery, according as
they fulfilled their duties towards me. With this deep
consciousness of what they owed towards the being to which they had
given life, added to the active spirit of tenderness that animated
both, it may be imagined that while during every hour of my infant
life I received a lesson of patience, of charity, and of
self-control, I was so guided by a silken cord that all seemed but
one train of enjoyment to me.
For a long time I was their only care. My mother had much
desired to have a daughter, but I continued their single offspring.
When I was about five years old, while making an excursion beyond
the frontiers of Italy, they passed a week on the shores of the
Lake of Como. Their benevolent disposition often made them enter
the cottages of the poor. This, to my mother, was more than a duty;
it was a necessity, a passion—remembering what she had suffered,
and how she had been relieved—for her to act in her turn the
guardian angel to the afflicted. During one of their walks a poor
cot in the foldings of a vale attracted their notice as being
singularly disconsolate, while the number of half-clothed children
gathered about it spoke of penury in its worst shape. One day, when
my father had gone by himself to Milan, my mother, accompanied by
me, visited this abode. She found a peasant and his wife, hard
working, bent down by care and labour, distributing a scanty meal
to five hungry babes. Among these there was one which attracted my
mother far above all the rest. She appeared of a different stock.
The four others were dark-eyed, hardy little vagrants; this child
was thin and very fair. Her hair was the brightest living gold, and
despite the poverty of her clothing, seemed to set a crown of
distinction on her head. Her brow was clear and ample, her blue
eyes cloudless, and her lips and the moulding of her face so
expressive of sensibility and sweetness that none could behold her
without looking on her as of a distinct species, a being
heaven-sent, and bearing a celestial stamp in all her features.
The peasant woman, perceiving that my mother fixed eyes of
wonder and admiration on this lovely girl, eagerly communicated her
history. She was not her child, but the daughter of a Milanese
nobleman. Her mother was a German and had died on giving her birth.
The infant had been placed with these good people to nurse: they
were better off then. They had not been long married, and their
eldest child was but just born. The father of their charge was one
of those Italians nursed in the memory of the antique glory of
Italy—one among the schiavi ognor frementi, who exerted himself to
obtain the liberty of his country. He became the victim of its
weakness. Whether he had died or still lingered in the dungeons of
Austria was not known. His property was confiscated; his child
became an orphan and a beggar. She continued with her foster
parents and bloomed in their rude abode, fairer than a garden rose
among dark-leaved brambles.
When my father returned from Milan, he found playing with me in
the hall of our villa a child fairer than a pictured cherub—a
creature who seemed to shed radiance from her looks and whose form
and motions were lighter than the chamois of the hills. The
apparition was soon explained. With his permission my mother
prevailed on her rustic guardians to yield their charge to her.
They were fond of the sweet orphan. Her presence had seemed a
blessing to them, but it would be unfair to her to keep her in
poverty and want when Providence afforded her such powerful
protection. They consulted their village priest, and the result was
that Elizabeth Lavenza became the inmate of my parents' house—my
more than sister—the beautiful and adored companion of all my
occupations and my pleasures.
Everyone loved Elizabeth. The passionate and almost reverential
attachment with which all regarded her became, while I shared it,
my pride and my delight. On the evening previous to her being
brought to my home, my mother had said playfully, "I have a pretty
present for my Victor—tomorrow he shall have it." And when, on the
morrow, she presented Elizabeth to me as her promised gift, I, with
childish seriousness, interpreted her words literally and looked
upon Elizabeth as mine—mine to protect, love, and cherish. All
praises bestowed on her I received as made to a possession of my
own. We called each other familiarly by the name of cousin. No
word, no expression could body forth the kind of relation in which
she stood to me—my more than sister, since till death she was to be
mine only.