4. Broken heart
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Alicia keys - sleeping with a broken heart.
Have you ever try sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you could try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, own me, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me, need me
I thought you told me, you'd never leave me
Looking in the sky I could see your face
Then I knew right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love with you
Right till the end
So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Anybody could've told you right from the start it's 'bout to fall apart
So rather than hold on to a broken dream I'll just hold on to love
And I could find a way to make it, don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight
So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
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Caroline's p.o.v
I woke up in the middle of the night feeling regretful but mostly happy, the room was empty and cold, Don was nowhere to be found or seen.
I knew that I was way out of my head to let him touch me and this was the only chance I had to run away before he could come back in the bedroom, I quickly stood and dressed up while looking at the stained sheet, everything was complicated with me.
I quickly opened the window to the balcony and stepped out as quietly as possible, it seemed that luck was on my side, his balcony was closer to the ground, I wasted no time in quickly jumping and took off running.
When I reached the gate there was no one there guarding it, somehow everything felt a bit weird, how could a rich man such as Don have no guards around, I quickly opened the gate and got out quickly.
I ran none stop making sure no one was following me behind, my mind was filled with how unreal everything was to me, Don had held me and he was gentle, he treated me as if I was his most treasured woman.
What was wrong with me, I felt alot of different emotions and among them was fear, I only had a week left to do my job flawlessly without a trace, I was suppose to get the access code of the valid information about his organization and everything that was deemed important but sadly today my emotions were getting in my line of work, I really wanted to just lie down and forget it all but I couldn't, I had to collect all the data and disappear as I usually did without a Trace.
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After a few days, the day arrived that I had to go in his house and do my job, that was to steal his data from his laptop which was in his office, For a week I thoroughly planned it all.
Every Tuesday his guards were fewer than the other days giving me a chance to go in undetected and do my job as quickly as possible.
I stood outside the fence looking at it and planning on climbing it when my phone biped, I took it out of my suit pocket and looked at it, there was a message on the screen from an unknown number.
"You have been gone for a while, bring me good news, failure is unacceptable" I read out Loudly then put my phone back in the pocket with a low sigh.
I looked at the suit that I was wearing with a frown, it was my usual work spy attire, a bodysuit that covered my body completely except my head, over my head I wore a face mask to cover up everything, only my eyes and mouth were left, I slowly removed my grappling hook gun that was strapped to my back belt and shot over the fence climbing the long wall in just a second, it wasn't bad because my training as a spy included climbing.
Immediately I stepped down I paused for a second to look around, the security system was down for some reason, no alarm was going off or anyone waiting for me to attack, I really was in luck.
I quickly went to the balcony and climbed up, when my foot stepped the ground I frowned, the huge window was wide open giving me a good view of the bed, a cold shiver went around my body as I moved closer to the bed remembering that beautiful moment we lovingly shared.
"s**t, you are here to do your job" I whispered to myself as I walked out of the bedroom and went straight to his study room.
A smile crossed my face when I saw his computer on the desk in the middle of the room, I quickly removed my flash from my pocket and moved closer, I was about to reach the desk when I felt something hit me hard from behind, I stumbled and fell down face first.
The pain was making my head throb and my vision become a little blurry, I took in a deep breath to stabilize the pain I was feeling while slowly removing a knife from my sleeve preparing myself to attack.
''I can't believe that all this time I was conscious of a woman" Don's voice came from behind making me still my movements.
''You are way too clumsy for a spy, I knew you were following me for weeks, I had to pretend to be nice and put my work on hold, you see, I had to lower you in sooner or later because I was getting angry and impatient, I even had to send my f*****g guards away so that you could fall into my trap, you don't know how f*****g happy I am that this time they sent me a female spy to f**k and kill, I was bored of killing men without having to play with them" He spat coldly.
As much as I wanted to focus I couldn't, all I could think of and ask myself was, "Did he know it was me?, No, there was just no way", l stood up and wanted to face him.
"What the .......!" I screamed in my head when I was pushed on the desk and pinned down there facing it.
"You do have a great figure" he whispered as I tried to forcefully stand up but he overpowered me.
"Enough playing games, let's see the face of our little spy," He said teasingly as he pulled off my face mask.
His hand went on my shoulders to turn me as my heart beat widely in fear, If he was to know who I was he wouldn't hesitate to kill me in anger, but If he had no idea that it was me and then he saw my face here and now, I was so sure he would do worse than kill me, I was pleading to the heavens for a miracle even though I didn't believe in one.
"Your hair is unusual" he whispered in a low voice as he tightened his grip on my shoulder.
I had to say something to stop him, I had to.
"Please don't see my face" I breathed out quickly.
A few minutes went by and he was silent.
"You are just a f*****g spy, you are in no position to negotiate with me, I will still have to fun before I kill, you know, like f**k you" he whispered as I felt my heartache.
"Please don't see my face" I pleaded in a whisper.
I was so afraid of seeing his expression, I didn't want to see an expression full of disgust, hate, and regret, it would hurt me badly if he would ever regret touching me.
I tensed when I felt a cold knife on my back ripping my suit slowly, I tried to move but he added pressure on his grip.
"What are you doing?" I asked in fear.
he chuckled softly ignoring me as he pulled my suit off.
"Stay still" he commanded as I hesitated.
"Or else I will pull off your mask and see your face" he warned.
I stopped moving and stilled myself, my throat was dry and my eyes were filled with tears when he ripped off my bra and shortly my underwear.
I was a spy and a well trained one at that, I was suppose to find a way out of everything but all I could feel in front of him was powerlessness.
His free hand went on my back gently caressing my skin, I was confused with how my body was reacting to his touch, my n*****s were erect and my p***y was getting wet.
As much as it hurt to admit the truth, I was really in love with him and I didn't care that I was breaching my contract, his cold hand went on my stomach causing me to swallow a forming moan, he trailed his hand to my breast and squeezed it firmly then pinched my n****e, my breathing was becoming laboured and my body warmer.
"You sure do remind me of a girl I recently spent a night with, she had the exact hair colour like you" he whispered while kissing my back as I tensed.
"But do you know the difference between you and her?" he asked coldly as he dropped his hand from my shoulder and pinched both of my n*****s harder earning a loud moan from me.
He dropped his hands and sighed softly, I wanted to ask why he had stopped but I couldn't, all I could do was stay still while I heard a sound of a belt being unbuckled, then the sound of a zip unzipping.
My heart was beating crazily while I tried to breathe calmly but failed terribly, I wanted him to touch me but not in such a way.
When I felt his skin press on mine I relaxed, his warm breath was tingling my ear.
"That girl had an innocence in her that I have never seen in another, she was very sweet and naive, but do you know the only thing you two have in common? It is your hair colour" he said as I felt his d**k nudge my entrance.
I was about to call out his name but stopped when he thrust violently in me, I held the desk tightly to balance myself while my tears rolled on my cheeks.
"That girl is not a dirty spy who makes a living in s**t, she can never lie!" he yelled as he continued thrusting hard.
Tears were rolling down on my cheeks without stopping, he wasn't hurting me in anyway, I was, I felt like I was a betrayer, I really was betraying the only man I was In love with.
"That girl is nothing like you!" he yelled as I sobbed.
For a few minutes, I willingly took in his anger and treatment until I felt warm liquid flow inside me, after a minute he pulled out as I fell down powerless still facing the desk.
"Leave and never return, if you truly have feelings for me, you won't ever look back or contact me in any way" he said shocking me then threw a jacket on my naked body and walked out.
I sat there for an hour crying my eyes out, he knew who I really was and yet still didn't kill me, he wasn't a monster like everyone had portrayed him to be.
I stood up with a broken heart after Putting on his jacket and walked out of his room not caring if I was seen by anyone.
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