Asha
Max pretty much ignores me the rest of the night. It really hurt. I don’t know why I even care. I AM the one wishing he would stay away. I AM trying to push him away. I shouldn’t care. I should be glad. Yet I can’t help how I feel. This is all so confusing. I should be glad I won’t see him again after tonight. Maybe the distance is all I need to forget him.
Even though I don’t want to admit it, I am still bothered by his lack of interest in me. It was like we were just getting hot, but then he pulled away, and left me in my world, cold and lonely.
My thoughts are so dramatic. He didn’t do any of that, Asha. You are the one getting hot over him teasing you. You are the one shameless checking him out, desiring him, wanting him to touch you. That is all you.
He never gave
