Aiden. Taking a few hours to calm down helped me recognize I need to stop with my s**t and start treating Emily with the respect she deserves. I am fully aware of my actions and I am determined to make amends. I will not rest until I have her forgiveness.. I’ve reached a point where I’m tired of fighting and deceiving myself. Now, I’m laying everything on the table for her - I’m completely open and she has my heart. There’s no more need for pretending or being fake; I belong to her and she belongs to me, or at least I hope she does. If she leaves, there’s nothing I can do to prevent it, and it will still be painful. So why should I even try to protect myself? Moreover, I am determined to keep her and ensure that no other man takes her away from me. I want her in my life always, so I