Chapter 17The attack came on a muggy, overcast afternoon. I
was with the horses in the corral when I saw a bright-yellow light
arcing high in the gray sky, then another and then another. Those
flares were quickly followed by concentrated rifle fire from the
jungle that surrounded the base camp. I moved the horses behind the
lean-to and ran toward my hut where I had one of the Mauser rifles
and my Colt.
Bullets whined through the humid air,
thwacking the bamboo walls and stilts of huts and sleeping
platforms. I managed to get to my hut and grab my weapons, but I
wanted to get to one of the bunkers near the parameter where I knew
Ba and Dr. Son would be. There was a stretch of some one hundred
feet between my hut and the bunker. I ran in a zigzag pattern,
staying as low to the ground as I could while keeping a couple of
huts and sleeping platforms between me and the concentrated rifle
fire coming from the jungle. I got to the last hut and then
scuttled crablike the remaining twenty feet to the bunker and slid
inside.
As I entered the bunker, I saw Ba and
another commanding officer looking at the jungle through narrow
rifle ports with field glasses. No one from the base camp was
returning fire. They had been ordered to hold their fire until a
specific signal was given. That signal would be two long blasts on
a brass bugle. Ceasefire would be three short blasts.
“This is exactly what we want,” Ba said as I
moved next to him. “Allow them to give away their positions and
coax them into making a charge across open ground. That will be the
signal for our troops in the concealed tunnels to pop up and attack
their flanks and rear. Then we will open fire, and we will have
them.”
Ba moved away from the rifle port and looked
at me. “Where is Dr. Son?”
“I figured he was here with you.”
Then he looked at the Mauser I was holding.
“Are you willing to use that if necessary?”
“If it comes to that.” I flinched more than
once as countless spent rifle rounds thwacked and thudded into the
solid teakwood logs that formed the frame of our bunker. We were
about as safe as you could be unless our attackers had artillery. I
surveyed the interior of our bunker. The floor was dirt covered
with thatched matting. The earthen walls and ceiling were swathed
with teakwood slats that looked to be about four inches thick. In
addition to Ba, the other commander, and me, there were three other
men in the bunker. They had already taken their positions at the
rifle ports.
About ten minutes later, the firing from the
jungle stopped. Suddenly, everything was deadly quiet. No birds or
insects made a sound. A muggy breeze blew through the camp and
gently rustled the towering coconut palms at the edge of the
forest. That stillness allowed me to reflect on what I was doing
here in a country so far from my home.
I thought about Ba’s question: would I use
the Mauser on the attackers? I honestly didn’t know. I had no
quarrel with the French militia. I found myself resenting Ba for
getting me involved in his war, but then I recalled that it was me
who had insisted on finding him. I was still contemplating my
situation when Dr. Son slid into the bunker holding his leather
medical bag. He had used the lull in firing to scamper from one of
the command huts to the bunker.
Dr. Son wiped his eyes. The bunker was dark,
and it took a minute or two to become acclimated to the darkness.
When he was able to see better, he noticed Ba standing at the front
of the bunker looking through his field glasses. A bright-red stain
about the size of a man’s hand covered the tan shirt where his
wound had been stitched shut.
“Bạn đang làm gì?” Dr. Son demanded. I
understood enough to know that he was asking why Ba was ignoring
his unhealed wound. He moved quickly to Ba’s side and lifted the
back of his light-tan shirt. He removed the old dressing. The wound
was oozing thick blood where a couple of the stitches had come
free.
Dr. Son grabbed Ba and moved him to the rear
of the bunker, and then he looked at me.
“Please, help me, William. I am going to
have to stop this bleeding.” Ba was less than enthusiastic about
all of this but understood enough to know that he needed to keep
his wound cleaned and properly dressed.
Dr. Son produced a large piece of gauze from
this bag, folded it over a couple of times, and then handed it to
me. He sprinkled sulfur and carbolic acid on it and had me press it
against the wound. Then he wrapped several strips of cloth around
Ba’s body until the fresh dressing was held firmly in place.
“He shouldn’t be here,” Dr. Son said. Then
he repeated that sentiment to Ba in the Viet language, “Bạn không
nên ở đây!”
Ba flashed a weak smile at me and thanked
Dr. Son. Then he returned to his post.
Ten minutes later, we heard a loud whistle.
Then several hundred militiamen emerged from the jungle and charged
across the exposed open area toward the base camp. As they ran,
they unleashed fearsome screams. Still, the men in the bunkers and
trenches held their fire. Finally, when the attackers were within
one hundred yards of our compound, we heard the two long blasts
from the camp’s bugler, and everyone in the bunkers and trenches
opened fire, cutting down attackers like ripe Kansas wheat.
I poked my Mauser through one of the slits,
but I couldn’t bring myself to fire. Instead, I found myself
scrutinizing the men who were charging us. I could see that most of
them were conscripts from Algeria, Morocco, and Senegal with a few
soldiers from the Annam protectorate thrown in. I didn’t see any
French officers.
I noticed one of the men in the bunker
looking at me. He evidently saw that I was not firing my rifle.
That prompted me to fire several rounds, but I aimed purposely
above the heads of the attackers. The man smiled and nodded,
apparently satisfied that I was doing my duty.
The charge lasted no more than five minutes.
Only six or seven attackers actually reached the outer parameter of
the camp, and they were quickly dispatched. The others, seeing
this, stopped, turned around, and ran back toward the jungle. As
the militiamen got within twenty feet of the trees, a French
officer emerged from the jungle. He began shouting and waving his
revolver menacingly at the retreating troops. He was trying to
rally the troops and seemed intent on leading another charge. As he
stepped forward waving his pistol, a bullet smashed into his
forehead, and he slumped to the ground.
Seeing this, the retreating troops who had
stopped near the officer and seemed about to follow him with
another charge turned and continued their flight to the safety of
the jungle. Or at least they thought so. No sooner had they entered
the dense forest than they were met with withering fire from
insurgents who had crawled out of the camp through the extensive
tunnel system. As the government troops fled, insurgents popped up
from camouflaged holes and fired almost point-blank at them. By
now, the militiamen were in full panic mode. Many dropped their
weapons as they fled for their lives.
Less than twenty minutes after the battle
began, it was over. Our bunker was infused with a metallic sulfur
odor. It was the bitter, acidic sulfur stench of spent ammunition
and cartridge shells that littered the floor. We climbed out the
bunker and examined the exposed area that encircled the base camp.
It was littered with dead and wounded militiamen. The insurgents
had suffered four dead and twelve wounded.
What happened next angered and disgusted me.
Some of Ba’s men walked amid the dead and wounded, shooting anyone
still alive in the head.
I grabbed Ba by the arm. “What are they
doing? They can’t do that. Those men are wounded prisoners.”
Ba looked at me. “We do not take prisoners.
We have no way to care for them, and we cannot take them with us
when we leave here. We could leave them out there to suffer and rot
in the hot sun, but this is more merciful.”
I looked at Dr. Son. He was also appalled,
but he seemed less disturbed than I was.
“This is the way of our war with the
French,” Ba said. “Do you think they behave any differently when
they capture our men? And the French refer to their occupation of
my country as a mission civilisatrice… a ‘civilizing mission.’ Such
a charade.”
I decided not to say anything more. This was
not my fight and I had no right to impose my moral principles. I
was not exactly a paragon of righteousness myself.
The guerrillas spent the next day and a half
dismantling the base camp in preparation for their move to a
location in another province. Meanwhile, the faint odor of
putrescine and cadaverine wafted over the camp from the bodies of
some forty dead government militiamen that were already decomposing
in the hot tropical sun.
The insurgents didn’t seem to notice the
sickly sweet smell of death. But the odor of those decomposing
bodies mixed with the sharp metallic sulfur scent of gunpowder that
still hung in the air was a stench of war I knew I would never
forget.
Luckily, for Dr. Son and me, the horses
survived the short battle relatively unscathed. At the height of
the fighting, one of the horses had attempted to jump the corral
fence and suffered a slight gash on his left shank. Dr. Son applied
some tincture of iodine, and we wrapped the wound to prevent
infection.
The next day, as Ba and the insurgents
finished loading their equipment into a few carts, Dr. Son and I
examined the horse with the injured shank. We led him around the
corral for a few minutes to make sure he wasn’t lame. He seemed
fine, but we decided Dr. Son, who was much smaller and lighter than
I was, would ride him back to Saigon.
Things were a bit awkward between Ba and the
two of us after the guerrillas had administered the coup de grâce
to the wounded soldiers on the day of the attack. Ba didn’t
understand my revulsion at that act. Of course, he had engaged in
dozens of battles before this one and was apparently hardened to
killing and death.
This was not the same timorous man I met in
the New Mexico desert some seven years before as he fled from a
gang of thieves and murderers who had attacked the ranch where he
was working as a cook. This was somebody who had turned into a
merciless warrior—an implacable leader of men who was also a
steadfast, unapologetic patriot. I didn’t know this man. However,
it was not my place to judge him.
On our last day in the camp, Dr. Son and I
squatted on the ground with Ba under a stand of coconut palms. We
were drinking what passed for coffee, and Ba was in a good mood.
His wound was healing nicely and was no longer bleeding.
“Cảm ơn bạn Tiến sĩ Sơn,” he said, thanking
Dr. Son in the Viet language.
Dr. Son nodded. “You must not put too much
stress on the wound, or it may open again.”
Ba smiled at Dr. Son, and then he looked at
me. “Well, William, what are your plans? How much longer will you
stay in Nam Kỳ”
“I’m planning on leaving soon for America… I
have been away from my family almost two years now.”
“I am sorry we could not have had our
reunion under better circumstances, but as you can see, things in
my country are in turmoil.”
“Yes, I am sorry too. Maybe when this is all
over, we will be able to enjoy a dinner in Saigon.”
Ba looked down at his tin cup of coffee. “I
don’t think that will happen soon. This struggle will take decades
I am afraid.”
Dr. Son looked at Ba and then dumped what
was left of his coffee onto the ground. “I am sure you are aware
that it is not only the French you are fighting. There are also
thousands of our people who are working and fighting alongside the
French.”
Dr. Son’s comment clearly irritated Ba. “It
is true, Dr. Son. There are traitors among us who profit from
kowtowing to the French. My own family is one of those.”
However, Dr. Son was not finished. “Isn’t
also true that the late Commander Phan, the man you and your men
followed for so many years, was not even allowed to rest in
peace?”
I did not know what Dr. Son was talking
about, but Ba apparently did. He regarded Dr. Son intensely.
“Yes, I am quite aware of what you
speak.”
Dr. Son looked at me and then back at
Ba.
“So it is true that a Catholic mandarin who
is a member of the French colonial administration in Annam had
Phan’s ashes exhumed and had them blended with the gunpowder used
in the ammunition to execute captured insurgents.”
Ba looked at me. I was still considering the
sheer symbolism of such an act when he said, “You must think
harshly of my country and its people,” he said.
“It is not for me to pass judgment… and
frankly, if a foreign power were occupying the United States, I am
sure the c*****e and atrocities would be even worse. As proof, I
refer you to War of Rebellion that ended just thirty years ago. My
father was killed in that war.”
My comment seemed to defuse the situation a
bit.
Ba and I shook hands and promised to do our
best to meet again someday when circumstances were different. Then
Dr. Son and I mounted our horses and prepared to leave.
“Wait!” Ba shouted. “I will send some men
with you until you are on the Saigon road.”
We insisted that was not necessary, but Ba
was adamant. “There are bandits around here, and there could be
militia stragglers.”
A few minutes later, eight armed men joined
us. I looked back at Ba.
Đi với Thiên Chúa!” he shouted. “Go with
God!”
It was the last time I saw him.