Equals: War And Love

4.

For a girl, the voice is quite deep, and it causes my heart to beat so quickly that it is on the verge of breaking. One of the girls, a blonde named Emma, emerges from the shadows to stand next to her. Instinctively, I am reminded of my wolf nature. I can feel the headache, and he was fully conscious and active at the same time. I have to exert control over him because he is insisting on coming out.

"Mate!" Sirius, my animal instinct, makes a proclamation, and at the same time, she looks in my direction. I notice that her eyes widen in surprise just like mine do when we meet each other's gaze, and I do the same thing. On the other hand, this only occurs for a brief period of time before she moves her eyes away. Nevertheless, my eyes appear to be fixed on her, and the fact that she is ignoring me is shocking to me.

Have I not been recognized by her? On the other hand, why did she turn her gaze away?

After beginning a conversation with the girl sitting next to her, she then walks away as if nothing had happened. What exactly is going on here? The strange behavior of my mate has also left my poor wolf self in a state of shock and feelings of crushing.

Moreover, there is yet another peculiar thing. Her wolf is not something that I am able to detect; even Sirius is unable to do so. When she smells, she smells like a typical human being. In other words, she is a human being.

What is it?

When I think about her in a human way, I realize that she is not at all what I had envisioned her to be. It appeared as though she was from a region in the far south of Asia. A white t-shirt, a green cardigan, and blue jeans with a regular fit are the items that she is wearing. Even though she is wearing a blue scarf over her head, she has a few strands of her black hair that are exposed in a defiant manner. She has a pair of power glasses that are hanging loosely on her straight nose. Through the glasses, her large, dark eyes are visible to the naked eye. Also, she is not very tall. Not even close to touching my chest is her height. To be more specific, her height is located exactly where my lower chest ribs are. I take a look at her feet.

Oh, thank God! Due to the fact that she is wearing flat sneakers, we can deduce that her height is accurate. She does not have a height that is lower than the one I have just observed. In addition, she appears to be a little overweight.

Oh my God! I am absolutely astounded!

She is not even close to the image of a strong and fit Luna that I have.

Currently, she is walking by me. Despite the fact that I extend my hand to her, she has already left the room. My body responds to my instincts at that moment. My wolf whimpers in her direction. Because I am a complete i***t, I am just standing in the same spot. In every way, Nelson and Alice are witnesses. What could I do to introduce her to my people? In addition to not being beautiful or powerful, she is not a werewolf. She is a native of a different locality and a different culture. We live in a secret world, and she would never comprehend it.

It's Zach! Who is that, your partner? That young woman of human height? I am grabbed by Nelson's shoulder.

After ruffling his hand, I leave the library and leave the building. Sirius, the royal alpha beast existence that I bring into existence, is howling to run towards her, to catch her, to hug her, and to take a deep breath of her wonderful aroma.

On the other hand, my human instinct is also obstinate. Isaac, who is a human of royal status, does not like his partner. Moreover, at this very moment, I am in my human form, and I am attempting to suppress my animal instinct, Sirius. I get into my vehicle and drive it to a location that I am not familiar with.

What is the matter with this mate scenario?

In what way is it possible for a werewolf to mate with a regular human? We can take it into consideration if it is a romantic relationship. Nowadays, there are a lot of couples consisting of humans and werewolves. They did not have a natural mate like Nelson and Alice did, but they fell in love with each other and spent their time together concealing the fact that they were werewolves. Seeing a human being accept their partner as some kind of supernatural being was an extremely uncommon occurrence. As a direct consequence of this, the majority of relationships ended in the middle of their duration.

I did a sigh.

After coming to a stop on the side of a road that was completely empty, I exited the vehicle. I entered the park on foot and arrived close to a canal that was quite narrow. It was soothing to listen to the sound of water flowing. Because of Sirius's persistent efforts to emerge, the pain in my head was so intense that it was bursting at the seams. Near the canal, I took a seat.

"What are you doing, you stupid wolf?" I mumbled something to myself. Due to the fact that omega werewolves are weak, I have never even considered the possibility of being mated with one. Until today, I had been terrified, wondering what would happen if I became entangled with an omega. I have a strong suspicion that they are not capable of giving birth to a royal alpha. She is a human woman of unknown birth, and now Mother Nature is unexpectedly bringing her to me in order to make her my friend. Can she carry my children to term? Nobody ever told me that a human woman could give birth to a werewolf's offspring.

It is not true that they did not exist simply because you did not hear them. Human women were taken by our ancestors so that they could increase their lineage. Moreover, it is not the case that female werewolves are particularly productive. As of right now, the entire race is experiencing difficulties in terms of productivity. You are unable to refute it," Sirius responded.

I just kept muttering, "You know... I...," at the same time. She does not possess strength; she is a member of a different culture and a different nation. Observing her does not give me the impression that she is capable of comprehending our hidden world. What is the point of her being the Luna of my pack if I am required to conceal my identity from her while we are together? How is it possible for her to accept responsibility if she is unaware of the things that she is a part of?

"You won't need to calculate as much. Sirius began to negotiate with me, saying, "Since fate has brought us together, there must be a significant reason for this; there must be some greater purpose that I do not know about the moment."

What is a more important goal? There are a lot of high expectations that my parents and the people around me have for me. In the future, they anticipate that I will carry on our illustrious bloodline. Now, what am I going to do? She is a human being; a typical human being with nothing exceptional about her.

Sirius let out a growl. When was the first time that I started to care about what other people anticipate from me? Don't refer to her as "nothing special," either. You did not look at her carefully, and my damned human side was shocked that I did not detect her wolflike characteristics. It's impossible to resist her cuteness.

"You don't have any problem that she does not have a wolf spirit?"

Indeed, I do not. She is sufficient in my eyes. As long as I am able to feel her touch and the warmth of her soul enveloping me, I will be more than fine.

What are you talking about, Sirius? It sounds like you are going through the motions of a dog looking for its master. However, I, Isaac, did not find her to be the ideal person to stand next to me. Come on! She is not very strong. Further attention and protection are required for her. In addition, she is unable to sense the development of our mate's bond. Our pack's secret is something that she will never comprehend. Additionally, humans are creatures that are capable of deception. They are not capable of showing loyalty. What happens if she decides to leave us? There will be an imbalance in our society as a result of her presence. The decision to reject her has been made. I'm going to turn her down tomorrow."

The decision that I made caused Sirius to shake. My instincts were beginning to clash with one another, and I could feel it. This was not a point of optimism. A werewolf would have a very difficult time breaking the bond that was formed between them and their destined mate. Due to the fact that the mate bonding is so powerful, severing it could drive a person insane to the point where they would commit suicide or m******e people because they would lose control over the wolf after the break.

You won't be able to. What are the repercussions that will result from this, don't you know? What options do we have if we are unable to secure a second mate? You will not be allowed to do that. In the event that you take that young person away from me, I will destroy everything.

I felt as though I was being cursed by this mate bonding, which I had always dreamed of. I had the impression that I was being coerced into liking someone. The wolf's masculinity had been reawakened simply by the scent of the female, so it had no problem with her. As if it were a wild beast, it was prepared to mate with her. Nevertheless, my human existence was not ready for it at the time.

As time went on, I began to question whether the love that existed between Nelson and Alice was genuine or whether it was a compelled love that was determined by fate and they simply accepted it. My parents' love became more genuine as a result of this. In spite of the fact that they were not blinded by fate, at least they fell in love with each other.

"I had made up my mind! It is going to be a rejection.'

Following the conclusion of this decision, I experienced a bone-shattering pain throughout my body. It was as if I was attempting to escape the powerful magnet that was presenting me with a strong attraction. My entire body was contorting in a backward direction in an effort to get closer to the magnet while I was attempting to escape from it. I was able to call Nelson and provide him with my location so that he could come and pick me up.

I am in a very poor state as a result of Nathan. His companion was also frightened.

Who are you and what are you doing? Sirius is punishing you for what reason? During the time that I was driving my car, Nelson said, "Don't tell me that you are trying to reject your human mate." Alice was operating Nelson's vehicle at the time.

Stop talking to me right now. It is causing pain."

As I was making my way home, I passed out.