Elliot I can still feel his presence. He was so close to me. It was almost like he wanted to touch more of me, but didn’t. He told me not to be nervous, but as soon as I was getting some confidence, he left. Did he leave to go back to his girlfriend? I remember how undressed he was with Taylor’s hands all over him. Whereas I would even know how to begin. She could offer him so much more than my inexperienced self. I pour myself a glass of red wine and sit down on my armchair. I picked up the book called “In The Quick.” It’s about a female astronaut. It’s got a little action, adventure, but most of all, a strong and confident woman. Maybe reading about her will inspire me to become like her. Devin I wake up the next morning and get dressed. Today is going to be a great day. I’ll go