Akira 'Ray.' He called me Ray, his Ray. The Ray he loves, no, the Ray he used to love. Momentarily I forget what happened between us and absorb the luxury of being in his arms again. Who knows when would I get this chance again? If ever. For now I just want to revel in it and erase all the terrible things happened today. Suppressing tears of my uncontrolled happiness, I cling to him as tightly I could, afraid he'd disappear again. My rationality is screaming from somewhere to stop this madness but I'm too far gone to care about it. The only thing getting into me is he came when I need him the most, that he still somewhat cares about me, that I'm not nothing to him. "Tell me you are okay." He whispers in my hair with a desperation and urgency that shakes my gut. I nod in his chest, t