Always Romira

Romero, From the very first time I saw you, I knew you were either going to mend me or break me. Irony, now I am the one who is breaking us both. Do you know when I first saw you, I thought you were so out of my league but turn out you were my only league. I tried to stop myself from falling for you. But how could I not? You are my soulmate, my other half, the love of my life, my everything. I can write a book if I start to count the emotions and feelings you wake up in me. I love you, I think I have always loved you even when I denied it and I will always love you. You taught me how to live, how to smile and how to laugh again. You are in my heart, in my blood, you have imprinted my soul. You became my family, my one and only. Everyday with you felt like a dream, a terrifyingly beautiful dream. I crave for you, your touch, and your attention. I never would have realised I could be this possessive about someone but I am. I want to crawl anyone's eye who stares you the way only I have right to. You are the most beautiful person I have ever known and you made me so deliriously happy. You made me feel alive again. Because of all these devotion you have given me, I have to go. I can't stay and watch you kill yourself knowing I'm the reason at first place. You can't stop taking drugs, you proved it by taking that hit. But if my leaving could help you somehow I'd do it, even if it kills me. I will always cherish our time together, all the memories we have made, and those silly arguments, your irrational jealousy, your possessiveness, your smile, our first date, that night under stars, those fireflies, your burnt toast, your kiss, your touch, I'm going miss everything baby. I know you are furious with me for leaving you like that but I had to. I had no other option. We both know you would have never let me leave otherwise. I had a decision to make, it was either your life or mine, the choice was simple Rom. It's you, it would always be you. Your life means more to me than my own. Just know that I will never stop loving you. You will always have my heart. Please let me go. I love you. Always yours Ray. * * * * *