FREDRICK'S POV
I laid on the bed joblessly staring at the ceiling with my hands behind my head.
Wondering what I am doing alone in my bedroom being jobless?
I was scared.
Scared of what?
Scared of getting out to encounter that demonic seductive temptress also residing in this new home of mine.
I sighed deeply.
I didn't want to think this but .... Maybe it could be.
I didn't mention it earlier because.. well, I thought I had delt with it a long time ago.
It's my personal uncontrollable weakness.
It was something that made and gave me a very evident bad image in my family.
I even had to be kicked out by my father for the treacherous act.
If not for my determination and astonishing God given talents, I wouldn't have made it in this life without my family...
But I did.
Even after all my achievements, my family still won't accept me back because of this... This weakness of mine.
I had this uncontrollable, irresistible hot desire for younger extremely beautiful hot girls.
Infact, I have bedded a lot of them.
Hundreds of them.
And well.... It was always easy for me.
They never had the mind to resist me because.... Well, I looked like I was in my twenties.
If any of them were to ever find out my real age, they would be sure to baff.
I couldn't bear the feeling so I went to a therapist who advised me to get married to my own wife.
She advised that being alone all the time is the cause.
Well, that's when I met Joan.
She thrilled me to the core.
I was attracted to her instantly at first sight when we met at a salon.
Being with her totally changed thoughts and I had all my focus solely on her.
I no longer felt the crazy urge to bed any other girl anymore.
Joan was mine.
The only one who made me climb to the skies in so many brain spinning ways.
I wasted no time in asking her to marry me and to my surprise, she agreed.
It felt like my life was finally fulfilled.
She told me she's divorced.
She already had children.
Well, that didn't matter to me.
I was more than eager to meet the beautiful children of this dazzling woman.
Little did I know that one of this children will be old enough to spark up that sizzling desire within me once again.
But how?
I sighed.
Marilyn???
What the heck is she?
Why in the spirits does she have to be so ... So.... Hot?!!!!
So beautiful!!
Shit!!!!
I rubbed my head frustratedly.
I need to do everything within my power to avoid that temptress.
She's definitely too hot to handle!!!!
I keep losing myself anytime I see her.
This is totally not fair to Joan.
I have already f****d her two good times.
Dang it!!!
It's totally not good.
I have to find a way to get rid of this sickness.
But if I begin to avoid Marilyn, her mom would take it that she is not trying her best to get to know me and that will make Marilyn end up looking like she doesn't want to know me.
Jeez?!!!!
We can't tell her we are trying not to f**k ourselves??!!!
Gosh!!
I took a deep breath and sat up.
What now?
I can't sit in the bedroom forever.
Joan is not coming in this night.
It's totally such a bad timing.
Images of Marilyn's hot naked sexy smooth skin seeped into my head and I groaned feeling my length stretching once again.
I need a distraction!!!!
How the f**k do I do this?
I can't keep thinking of her.
It won't help.
Not one bit.
I moved inconveniently on the bed and gripped the bedspread trying to gain control of my super hard aching c**k.
Aaargh.
The thought that she is definitely somewhere in this house wasn't helping.
What do I do?
I glanced at my lengthy c**k and bit my lip.
Why is Joan not available now of all days?
I have to get a grip of myself. This can't continue.
I got up and walked up to the door about to lock it when a knock came in.
My heart raced.
"Who... Who's there?"
I asked and heard someone clearing his or her throat.
"It's Marilyn."
'Are you kidding me????!!!! I am stressfully thinking of a way to forget you and here you are at my door to do what??!!! '
I thought.
"Get to bed. It's almost late. We can't afford to be late for the party tomorrow. "
I said and locked the door.
" No wait. It's really important. I need us to sort this out right now. I can't wait another day. This is my only chance. Please. "
God.
Her voice alone was making it hard for me to think.
Remembering how that sweet voice of hers moaned whenever I f****d her.....
Shit.
I slapped myself and shook my head.
Jeez!!!
I bit my lip and clentched my fists.
The b***h!!!!
I swallowed and took a deep breath.
"I am sorry Marilyn. You will have to postpone it. Trust me, you don't want to see me right now. "
I said gritting teeth.
" But.... This is my only chance. I won't be able to do this freely if not today. If you are worried about touching me, then no worries. Why don't we stay at the front porch. That way we won't be able to touch ourselves. "
She said and i sighed.
She has a point.
I bit my lip.
But I don't trust myself.
Hell I could f**k a girl on the express if it over takes me.
I sighed deeply and rubbed my temple.
"Fine. Give me a few minutes, I will meet you there."
I said.
"Okay. Thanks."
She said and i heard the shuffle of her feet as she departed.
What the heck is wrong with me?
I shouldn't be seeing her at all!!!
Aaargh!!!!
I took a deep breath once again.
"You can do this Frederick. You can do this. Don't fret too much. You can do it. It's not that hard. Just listen to what she wants to tell you and get the heck away."
I said softly and chuckled softly.
How hard can that be?