Laney
I feel lonely as I watch Trevor walk away. He has never walked away from me before. Despite how bad things got between us, he had always tried to be there for me. It hurt to see him leave me.
This is a new low for me. I am not very proud of what I did. I know I intentionally hurt Trevor. I can’t believe I let myself get to that point. It’s like I almost wanted him to hurt like he hurt me, but this isn’t me. This is not the person I was raised to be. He makes me completely lose me. My senses, my mind, my breath.
Before I know what I am doing, I start walking toward the packhouse. On my way, I think about next steps until I become determined. I know what I have to do as I slowly make my way to the packhouse. This needs to end. I can’t keep this up anymore. I just can’t!
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