STALK BY STALK

SBS 10 (ARGUMENT)

I thought Jisoo were moved on already but I guess she's not. Jisoo disappointed me this time, she really does. I treated her like half of mine but what? this is what she will exchange? Lisa were so mad because of Jisoo, I know Lisa even though we're friends for almost three months. Lisa will never like Jisoo because she knows, she knows that Jisoo were still into me until now. She really doesn't trust someone, except me the only exception lol. We are now here inside of my café, I don't know if our date will ba happen, as far as I can see through Lisa is that she's so pissed, I can feel that her eyes darkened because of anger, can't draw her face right now because her fave were clenching, her two eye brows colliding. I hate her for being like this, she can't control herself sometimes, she doesn't have illness or what it's just like she'll cry if she can't burst out her anger.

I am now comforting her here inside of our café, I know she's trying to calm down herself because he doesn't want to shout on me, she's the most precious to me like how she can handle all of those, I appreciate her a lot she's so strong even she's a girl, handling company by her own. I stare on her eyes, it is teary now.

Jennie:"Love calm down okay? just cry okay?" I comfort her, rubbing her hand and caressing her cheeks also

Lisa: "Hon you won't leave me, right?" I sigh and looked down

Jennie: " Yah hon why did you said that, of course I'm not hon" I though what really is her problem, it's just she's scared to lose me.

Lisa:"You promise that?"

Jennie:"of course baby, no need to worry. I'm all yours okay?" I hugged her and all I can hear is sniffing and it came from her.

Lisa:"H-hon I don't know anymore, I-it's just like what if I'll lose you? What should I do then?" bruhh this is not me, I am showing my baby side.

Jennie:"You'll never lose me love, only death can separate us. Stop crying and we'll continue our dayw hmkay??" I broke the hug and wipe her tears, caressing her cheeks while she's caressing my hand on her cheeks with the hotness of her palm.

Lisa's POV

I am all calmed down but my mind was full of thoughts that I didn't remember Jennie were still in front of me because we have a dinner dtae. Today, July 23 is our 10th monthsary but I am so fcking disappointed on what happened, Jisoo will really be my number one enemy not Rosie, Rosie is all fine but I can't trust her, I still doubt her. She's trying to get me again.

Jennie: "Baby you're spacing out, you want to go home?" I spoke worriedly

Lisa: "I'm fine hon, you know it's our monthsary we must celebrate this happily" I smiled softly

Jennie:" Hon it's okay, the important thing is your mental health" I spoke

Lisa:" Yes hon I kno but I will never make my girl disappointed hmm? Iloveyou my mandu, I really do." I smiled and pinch her mandu cheeks

Jennie:" Yahh hon that hurts" I said and pouted

Jennie's POV

After a little chitchats our food was here already, we have a rice and 5 stars foods. I don't know why I have this kind of cooker, he's like an experienced chef in expensive restaurant. I know this is only a café but he offered himself that he badly want to work at my café. While he's serving our food he's glaring Lisa and Lisa take a glance sometimes, I know that there is something going on in here but I'll never ask Lisa, I will ask my personal men to always look for Lisa. This is a STALK BY STALK now.

Lisa:"Hon let's eat! Food is here" I smiled widely

Jennie:"Yes hon, woww this is tasty hon" I smiled widely but kinda show mouthwatering because of how delicious the food is.

Lisa:" I know hon" I smiles happily and my madness were all gone, seeing her happy makes me happy too. My kind of weakness.

Jennie: I chuckled and started eating again but I was very curious on what she said like she totally tasted this food I am now suspecting her about that.

Lisa:" Uhm hon, I want to say something when we're done eating" I smiled

Jennie:" yeah sure honey"

After minutes we're done eating, and our date were full of enthusiastic. As days goes by, I am more fond on Lisa, celebrating our monthsary is full of happiness that you can feel butterflies in your stomach. Every monthsary Lisa always makes my heart melt since she's serious, talking on how she see's our future, she know how to put her silly jokes by replacing it with her sweet words.

Lisa:"Uhm hon I guess we will go home first?", I smiled nervously

Jennie:" Huh? Why hon? I thought you want to say something" I confusedly ask

Lisa:" Yes hon there is, I don't want someone can witness it and also this is not just a simple topic"

Jennie:" O-ownif you say so, then kajja" I slightly smiled

Lisa:" Don't be upset hon, hmm?" I hold her hand and intertwined our fingers.

Jennie:"ne" I cutely said

After 20 minutes, we arrived at our house and I dropped off Jennie in front of our door before I go to our garage to park my car. As seconds passed I always thinking if I should tell it to her but we are almost a year and I still keeping who the real me is, I didn't hesitate again and I am now heading inside.

Lisa:" Hey love" I kissed her forehead

Jennie:" so?" I asked with sophisticated and irritated tone

Lisa:" uhm before that may I get some liquor first?" asking for her permission

Jennie:" Yeah" I agreed

Lisa's POV

I am now heading to the kitchen, I grabbed liquor with proof/volume 80%. I an so nervous right now like what if she will leave me because I am a man and not a completely girl, I quickly drank the liquor, I only bought cans liquor because it is more fascinated to look inside the fridge than the bottled one. I really don't know how to start our topic about that in fact Jennie doesn't like people who lied to her and I am here, I lied to he for f*****g 10 months. I quickly drink again but suddenly.

Jennie's POV

While sitting here on our coach in the living room, I were overthinking on what would Lisa will say. I am a little bit nervous because this is the first time she did, that she will say something but we really need to go home first and for me that is acting weird like a damn so much. While I was thinking Lisa came to my mind that she will get a beverage but until now she's still not here, I checked the time and she's been there for five minutes. I am now heading to the kitchen but suddenly I saw her drinking too much liquor in just 5 minutes like wtf.

Jennie:" Lalisa stop that!", I shouted and I grabbed the beverage can.

Lisa:"H-hon" I stuttered and scared at the same time.

Jennie:" What do you think your doing huh?" I angrily said

Lisa:" H-hon c-calm down please, It is just... just" I was startled

Jennie:" Just what Manoban?! really? drinking two cans of beer in just five minutes!?" I am so mad right now and I don't even know what is the real reason but this can't be, she said she will say something but look, she's drinking trying to wasted.

Lisa:" Hon pleaseee, it's just my way on how I-I can tell you this" I lied again that I will just grab a can of beer but ended up drank it straightly.

Jennie:" You know that you can approach me anytime, I am all ears what so ever that is!" I am so frustrated

Lisa:" Hon please don't get mad, please" I begged

Jennie:" You lied again Lalisa, you lied again."

Lisa:"I know hon but it is just about a can of beer and now you're mad already" this is the first time I complain when we are fighting.

Jennie:" Yeah, can of beer but you were acting weird and suspicious whole f*****g day."

Lisa:" Weird and suspicious? Really? How can you say that huh?" I opened a can of beer again and drank it straightly while Jennie is looking, and I am now tipsy

Jennie:" you're unbelievable and you're not the Lalisa I know" I was very disappointed with her actions.

Lisa:"Hon please, I really wanted to say this to you but I don't know how" I softly said and I throw the can

Jennie:"Stupid excuse lol" I sighed heavily a

nd I left her but suddenly she grabbed my wrist

Lisa's POV

She turned around and now I all I can see is her back. I reached her wrist and suddenly I gripped tightly

Lisa:"Stupid excuse really? I am just being honest here and you're doubting me? Wtf"

I said in unbelievable tone

Jennie's POV

She's not the Lisa I know, she's hurting me no and the madness in her eyes I can literally see it.

Jennie:" You're hurting me Lalisa" I flattened spoke

Lisa:"So? ha-" I received hard slap from her.

Jennie:"So is that it? Really?!" I slapped her hard and leave

Lisa:" f**k that's hurt " I didn't follow Jennie.

After a minutes, I am still here drinking more liquor trying to get wasted to forget what happened earlier because of what I did is wrong, I drank 8 cans of beer but I am still not wasted it's just my vision now is spinning. I can't sleep like this, I can't let her also sleep with heavy heart, because of me we fought and sadly to say we fought the day that we always cherish. I tried to stand up to go to our room and talk to Jennie, when I stand up my sight were spinning I tried to walk but sadly I stumbled and hit the cup that can create a sharp shattered glasses and now I am full of cuts because of what happened and I am now heading to our room, crawling upstairs, I decided to crawl to avoid the accident on what happened earlier I am almost there but...

Jennie's POV

I am here at our room, trying to figure things out. Tears flowing down, I tried to sleep but I can't sleep my heart is so heavy, I am not use with this, when we are fighting Lisa will always fix our arguments and discuss a little to understand each other but today is different, it's our 10th monthsary but how can this happened, this is the first time and the worst argument that we experience like why? Lisa didn't say that much and she didn't do anything to make me upset but there is something that she's hiding from me, this argument is literally chaotic because of beer we fought or I am just being overreacting and as times of thinking, I am the one who is the problem, the small fight became bigger and now I am thinking to look for her downstairs but suddenly I heard a shattered glasses noise so I quickly get out of our room and I saw Lisa, I saw her with full of cuts and her clothes has a stained of her blood but she still manage to crawl like gosh this girl my madness were subsided.

Jennie:" OH MY GOSH LISAYAH!" I quickly go to her, help her to stand and we head to the living room and look she's f*****g drunk. I lay her and I make her to sit while grabbing pillow to put it at the back of her head to manage it straight since she's drunk.

Jennie:" Wait here."

Lisa:"Honnn" I slowly said but no one respond and my tears starting to flow down and after minutes Jennie came back with kits

Jennie:" My gosh Lalisa, I really can't believe you today. What are you f*****g doing to your life" Mad tone while preparing to heal her wounds

Lisa:" Hon I am sorry, I am very very sorry" drunk tone and burst out crying " I am really sorry hon It is just you hate lying and I guess I can lose you anytime if I open this" crying so hard "I am really sorry, I can't forgive myself for hurting you, for gripping your wrist tightly" I cried loudly

Jennie's POV

Seeing Lisa being like this is that I felt I was stabbed by a million swords in my heart. While she's saying sorry and crying at the same time was really meant, and I am here crying also because of her. I guess this is not the time to complain about what she said, I need to take care of her first and gonna talk tomorrow to fix the mess we messed up.

I'm cleaning her wounds and I dressed the length cuts on her hands and I am done, I help her to go to our room and we are now closing our eyes but Lisa doesn't forget her thing everytime we sleep, we prayed together and when were done, she kissed my forehead, putting my head on her biceps part and the other hand was hugging my belly part and the most important thing is this.

Lisa:" Iloveyou so so much my mandukie" She said clearly but with drunk tone

Jennie:" And I love you the most Lili" I started closing my eyes and feeling her presence and we're in deep sleep now.