Jezebeth’s POV
Last night was one of the worst sleeps I’ve ever gotten. Ruth never came back to our room so I just stayed up thinking about her for hours. I wasn’t sure if calling off the breakout was the best thing to do. I thought if leaving was the only thing stopping Ruth from being with Alice then why am I running away with a girl who doesn’t even want to be with me? When I left my room for class I saw Ruth leaving Alice’s room with her. My heart broke painfully in half when I realized she slept over in Alice’s room. I regretted not telling Ruth I liked her when she asked who I liked but maybe that wouldn’t have changed anything. Everything fell apart this year. Another reason I decided to break off the plan because at least I could get the second thing I want most if not the first.
