Shadow wolves: Virgin mate (Book 3) - Complete

Chapter 4 - Animal instincts and human reactions

Star

“Why? I don’t have any experience, and it looks and sounds like you want someone else.” I held my hands in front of my breasts, trying to cover what he had already seen in any case.

“No, my darling Star, don’t ever cover yourself from me. I don’t want anyone else. You are what and who I want. Being a virgin means that you are untouched and will always and forever be mine.” He touched his forehead to mine and the close proximity made me want to kiss him again. My lips were slightly open as I started panting. I couldn’t help it. Something was drawing me to him. I had to kiss him. There was no stopping it. It was an animal attraction! Letting go of my breasts, I grabbed his face in my hands and I pulled him closer, kissing him with a hunger that had been hiding inside me for so long, I didn’t even know it was there. He broke off the kiss, looking at me again. “Are you sure you want to do this, Star? Once mated, I am not letting you go, whether you are marked or not.” He looked dead serious.

“Can we still stop if I start feeling uncomfortable?” I felt nervous.

“Anything you need, Star of mine.” He whispered, his lips millimetres away from mine.

“Then yes, please, I am sure.” I whispered, and we kissed as he put his full weight on my body, positioning himself in between my legs, not breaking the kiss until I was almost out of breath. He started kissing me down my jawline and I couldn’t help but giggle.

“Ticklish?” He asked and I nodded. “Well, well, that sounds like fun. I will have to explore every part of you to find out where you are ticklish.” He gave me a look filled with such lust that his green eyes turned gray. He was still on top of me, warming my body with his body heat. He kissed me down my neck, and blew softly, which made me have goosebumps. He hummed when he saw it. “Another ticklish spot.” He grinned and softly nibbled my neck, making my goosebumps even worse. He kissed me down my shoulder and back to my collarbone. I felt little shocks of electricity each time he kissed me. He moved down a bit, lifting up his weight as he supported himself, and he kissed me between my breasts, and I was curious about what he was going to do to me, keeping my eyes on each move he made. He took a nip.ple into his mouth, sucking on it while looking into my eyes, which made me blush slightly and that ache inside me still throbbed. Something must have really been wrong down there! He moved over to the other nip.ple and when he sucked, I couldn’t keep my eyes open. My back arched into his embrace and his hand held me in position closer to him, so he could suck harder.

“Luc, I need to pee!” I jumped up.

“Oh, okay.” He moved out of the way and let me up. I ran for the bathroom, but nothing. My pants were soaked yet again, but no trace of wanting to pee. Could I be getting a bladder infection? I took my pants off, so at least, it wouldn’t smell funny. I wasn’t going to bother putting another pair on that could get wet. He wasn’t going to put that thing inside me any way. I skipped into the room, making him look at me as if I was an alien.

“Better?” He co.cked one eyebrow.

“Yip all better.” I smiled, not giving the slightest hint of what had just happened. I crawled back underneath him. “Please continue,” I waved my hand around our bodies. The poor man was at a loss for words. I thought I had spoiled the moment. He put his hand beside my body on my bare skin, not on purpose, and made me jump underneath him.

“Another ticklish area?” He laughed.

"Yip.” I pulled that face again. This was never going to work. I kept on jumping and laughing and then running away to pee! “Kiss me again?” I asked him and he obliged. I liked the way he kissed me, exploring my mouth with his tongue, sucking on my bottom lip and just when he was about to stop, he would bite my bottom lip, soft enough not to break the skin. This time my body also responded to his kiss, because his hand was still on my side. He moved it down my side, pulled off my jumpsuit and I stopped him for a second, looking scared.

“We can stop here if you want, Star.” He frowned.

“That’s it, I don’t want to stop, but I am not ready to go all the way there yet.” That’s it, he was going to leave me. No guy wanted a girl who wouldn’t go all the way. Some guys even broke up with me on the first date when they found out I didn’t do it on the first date. Others just disappeared during the date. In the end, I thought that something was wrong with me. I was not cute enough or something. That was where Brandon came in and tried in his own misguided way to make me realize how beautiful I was. Luc’s lips touched mine and brought me back to the present. He was teasing me with his lips. Why would he want to continue if I was not going … Down. There. He put his arm underneath my neck, while keeping me in suspense, waiting for that kiss. I couldn't care less about aching and wetness at that moment. All I wanted was for him to kiss me and kiss me … “KISS ME!” He obeyed. His free hand explored the open part of me. He started holding my head and jaw, moving his hand down my shoulder, down my arm and back. I had goosebumps and gave up trying to act normal. He had his hand behind my neck again, kissed the other side of my neck and down my shoulder. I felt as if I was floating. His free hand explored my breasts, rolled my nip.ples around and pulled them softly. He had probably kissed every part of my torso and abdomen, and I was having a hard time keeping my legs open where he was sitting.

All I wanted to do was pull them tight together and never open them up, ever again. But here I was, moving my hips up against him every time he had his pelvic area close to me. I could feel him growing hard and had to remind myself I was not ready for this. I was not ready for that thing. Oh brother, this felt so good, I really didn’t want to stop. I wanted him to go further. I opened the buttons at the sides of my shorts and pulled at them. Luc stopped me, holding my hands.

“Don’t let your hormones do something you are not ready to do. Hormones have a tendency to run away with you, Star. I don’t want you to regret it afterward.” He was right. I wasn’t ready. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer.

“You’re right, but does that mean we have to stop?” I looked hopeful.

“We will have to stop at some point.” He looked down at the bulge in his towel.

“Oh.” I blushed bright red.

“I need you Star, I need to be one with you, be inside of you. But I will not do it until you ask me to. Until then, we will go as fast or as slow as you want to. For now, however, I need a cold shower.” He got up, holding tightly onto the towel and walked to the bathroom. I heard him turn the water on, and I got up when I knew he would not be coming out soon. Walking over to the full-length mirror, I was curious about how I looked. Did I look different? I felt a bit different. Looking at my half naked body, I felt wetness running down my leg. I seriously needed to research this and then ask the seekers for a cure! The shower stopped, and I jumped to the other side of the bed, covering myself with my tank top. I smelled my arm pits and decided I was still fine. No need for me to take a shower. I couldn’t just disappear out of the room, fast, but he came walking out of the bathroom. I clipped both sides of my jumpsuit for the first time ever and stood at the room door. I had no idea where I was going. I just needed some time on my own to process all of this. Walking out with just a towel around his waist had become a habit and counted in my favour this time.

“I just hum … I need to …” I opened the door and moved in behind it. “I gotta … Towel.” I said, closing the door and moved as fast as I could in the first direction I could think of. This man had seen my breasts for goodness’ sake! Now I am getting shy. I was going to let him … You know, touch me with it, and now I got shy?! I walked on and on, I didn’t pay attention to where I was going. My pace slowed down when I realized I was not being followed. The witch houses were so beautiful. Nothing like what they looked like in movies. They were colourful and light and had all sorts of cute decorations and bells. Some of them had benches under a tree and one even had a swing. There were no fences like we had in the city, no six- or nine-foot walls keeping the world out of your sight. Just light and love. I walked so far that when it started turning dark, I was completely lost. I looked around for someone I could ask for directions, but there was not a single soul around. There was not one light in sight where I was. I turned and walked back the way I came, but in the dusk, it was not possible to tell one house from another. I turned into streets where I thought I had come from, but I was starting to panic like I did before in the maize. This time it was my own damn fault! Luc didn’t even know where I was, because I ran away from him like a child. Stupid girl!

I turned a corner only to see two eyes glowing, looking at me. The wolf was slowly stalking me. I couldn’t see the colour of his or her fur. My eyes were staring at his, frozen in a death stare. I took a step back each time he took a step forward. The sunset blinded me for a second and Luc was there holding me, his arms around my waist. Naked!

“Are you okay, Star?” He asked while I was looking around us for the wolf that had been stalking me.

“I don’t know, some wolf was stalking me, and I got lost.” I started to cry.

“My beloved mate, what is it? What could have upset you so?” I couldn’t get a word out between the tears streaming down my face. He changed into wolf form and showed me to climb on his back. In wolf form, he would clearly find our way out of here quickly. That was how he found me. Holding onto his fur as he ran. I was still crying by the time we reached our room. He carried me inside, taking me to the bathroom. He put me down next to the basin and wet one of the facecloths. He wiped away the tears from my eyes and face, and he looked at me, lifting my face.

“Star of mine. Please tell me. Did I hurt you? Did I do something wrong? Do you regret letting me touch and kiss you? I know I shouldn’t have taken it that far!” He growled and turned his back on me, walking away. I walked up to him, circling my arms around his waist, trying to comfort him.

“It isn’t you, Luc. I just needed a bit of time alone.” I hugged him closer to me, touching his thing and pulled back in shock …