Shadow wolves: Virgin mate (Book 3) - Complete

Chapter 5 - Exploring

Star

I touched it! When he turned around, I saw it!!! I looked into his eyes and he looked just as shocked as I did. He moved to grab the first thing he could to cover himself, but I would never be able to get that picture out of my mind. It made my heart race! My insides pulled together tight, making me feel as if I had been hit with a bolt of lightning. It didn’t look nearly as bad as I thought it would. It looked softer, dangling and not hard like when he was excited. I probably looked like an i***t standing there moving my head from one side to another, thinking.

“Star, I am so sorry. I didn’t mean for you to see … Or feel. I’m sorry I should have left the bathroom and gotten dressed first.” He was standing there holding the towel around his waist, pulling it together at the back. It was a small towel, and he couldn’t wrap it around himself without revealing himself to me again. “Please say something. I will understand if you want to leave.” His head hung. “I broke your trust and the promise I made you.” I stood there for a second, opening my mouth slightly to say something and then not saying it. I walked up to his naked form, put my hands on his beautifully sculpted muscles and traced the lines with my index finger. His torso looked so inviting, and it was calling me to touch it. “Star, babe, please. You aren’t ready, you ran because you weren’t ready and now …”

“Shhhhh.” I silenced him as I kept on tracing the lines until I reached his mouth. His full lips with his hot breath blew on my hand. I ripped the towel from his hands, grabbed him around the neck with my arms and jumped, putting my legs around his waist. He put his hands under my ass and held me tight.

“Please Luc, I am ready.” My voice was just a whisper.

“I am not going to make you feel pressured into anything, Star of mine.” He shook his head. Before he could protest any further, I un-clipped both the straps on my jumpsuit. “Oh brother.” He started to sweat a little.

“Now take me to bed Luc.” I whispered against his mouth before I kissed him again. I was grinding against his pelvis, feeling his thing growing harder and pushing my breasts against him. My nip.ples stood upright and turned sensitive against the material of my tank top. I had no idea what I was doing, but whatever it was, it felt good, it felt right and seemed to be working on him. All my fears and worries from before were completely forgotten. He walked to the bed and put me down.

“I can’t.” He stood naked in front of me trying to cover himself. I took his hand away and looked at his di.ck. It was a word I heard the other girls talking about. I took it into my small hand and it hardened. He threw his head back and moaned. “Please Star, you have no idea what you are doing to me. We can’t do this if you feel like you have to.” He panted and grabbed my hand, trying to pull it away without hurting me. It actually looked like a lollipop and I put my mouth around his di.ck. He growled, pulled me up and kissed me with such hunger, I responded in kind with the same hunger. He was pushing his rock hard di.ck against my abdomen. We broke a kiss, and I took his face in my hands and looked deep into his green eyes.

“I am ready.” I whispered and looked down, then he looked down. “Well, something is happening down there, and I am guessing it has something to do with your di.ck?” There I said it out loud, blushing, but I had said it out loud. He pulled me into his embrace, lowering us onto the bed. Lifted my arms above my head, he pulled my tank top off. Without saying another word, he started kissing me down my neck, while holding me on the other side with his warm hand. He kissed me down my jaw all the way to my lips. When he reached my lips, he hovered just above them. Not touching me but not staying too far away. I moved that little bit and kissed him, exploring his mouth with my tongue, tasting him. He broke the kiss and started with his electric kisses down my jaw to my shoulder. Each time his lips touched my skin I felt it run through my body all the way down there, pulling at the muscles!

“You are so beautiful, Star of mine, that I would be happy to just look at you all day.” I couldn’t look into his eyes. I didn’t know what he saw, but whatever it was, I didn’t see it. “Look at me Star.” I looked into his eyes. “I am drowning in your ocean blue eyes. I want to take my time and explore every part of your body. Kiss every part of your body. Love every part of your body, if you will allow me to do so.” Oh, goddess, this man was making things happen inside me! “Like I said before, no pressure. We will move at the speed you feel comfortable with and when you decide, we will mate. But we will mate. You have my heart and I will die if you reject me.” He confessed in such a tender way, I almost cried.

“You can die of heart break?” I was shocked, and he gave me a little laugh.

“No, my darling, Star. I just mean that it would feel like that.” I was still lying underneath him, half naked, but it didn’t feel uncomfortable. It sort of felt like the first night we spent talking, only this time there was skin on skin contact. “Let’s try this.” He smiled with a naughty look in his eyes. “Where do you feel the urge for me to kiss you?” What?? My entire body was screaming "touch me" and he was asking where. I pointed to a spot between my neck and my shoulder. He kissed me, his teeth slightly protruding, scratched my skin. I pulled my legs together and he hummed. “Where else?” He whispered, his hot breath blowing down my neck. I pointed to my one nip.ple, and he gave me that happy naughty smile again. THAT was not kissing! But oh, brother, did it feel good? When he was done, he looked at me waiting. I pointed to the spot where I knew wolves mark their mates, and he hesitated for a moment. “I am not marking you.” He frowned.

“You said kissing. So don’t even think of marking me.” I chirped him back. He kept his warm body close to mine, kissing the spot. His teeth protruded again, and he grazed them over where the mark would come, making me shiver with excitement. “Don’t bite.” I said, almost asking him to bite. I even turned my head to open up more space for him to give me a proper bite. I was holding my breath when he pulled away, waiting for me to show him where to kiss me next. I pointed to just above where my shorts were. He didn’t break eye contact once. This time it was not just a chaste kiss. The thought that he might pull down my shorts and do that further down … “Down there.” I moaned, arching my back.

“No babe, don’t go there yet.” It felt as if he was reading my mind.

“But it feels like it should go there.” I moaned again.

“Not yet.” He smiled, waiting for me to show him another spot. I pointed to my lips, needing something to release this tension he had created inside me. I grabbed him by the hair on his neck and our kiss deepened. I was pushing my pelvis towards him. Everything ached and pulled together. I really needed to see the seekers. I thought I might be broken down there with all the aching and leaking. He broke the kiss, waiting for the next spot. He kept on kissing me all over my front, taking his time, leaving love bites in some places. I thought he was done when he left the last little red nibble. I felt as if I needed something, but didn’t know what. He turned me around onto my side and lay right behind me. What was he planning? I could feel his hard thing pushing tight against me, his hand slipped over my waist and cupped my down there.

“You okay, Star?” He asked when he felt me go all rigid.

“Yes, I just wasn’t expecting it.” I hesitated for a second, then relaxed.

“Do you want to stop?” He waited, getting ready for me to say stop.

“No,” I whispered. “Please don’t.”

“This might sound stupid to do things this way, but I want you to feel me hard against you and how your body will react to that feeling, without you having to face me.” He explained.

“Yes.” I whispered as he pushed his hard di.ck against me, rubbing me tight against him. “Again.” I begged.

“Are you sure?” He didn’t really sound convinced.

“Yes, Luc please.” I whispered. “Please do that again.” He was pushing between my butt cheeks making me blush terribly, but like he said, he couldn’t see me.

“Your wish is my command.” He ground against me, moaning. “You won’t be able to point where you want kisses, so we are going to play another game. Is that okay?”

“Yes please.” I was putty in his hands. He could pull my legs apart and tear me to pieces and I would just smile at him. He moved his hand inside my shorts down there and cupped me.

“How does that feel? You, okay?” I could hear the hesitation in his voice.

“Hum, uh-huh.” I just couldn’t get a word out, it felt so different.

“I am guessing that is a yes.” I could feel him pushing his hard thing against my ass and when he did that, he pulled me tightly against him. His warm hand made me twitch in places I thought I should not be twitching! A moan escaped.

“You like this?” He was hesitant.

“Yes.” I said out of breath.

“Again?” He asked.

“Yes please.” I whispered, panting when he did it again. My down there twitched and wetness ran down my leg!

“More?” He asked.

“Please, don’t stop.” I tried to rub as close as I could against his hand.

“Feel like trying it the other way around?” He hesitated again.

“Huh?” Turning me around, he slid between my legs. The same legs I was trying to keep together before I peed everywhere! He pinned my hands above my head.

“Remember, even though I am holding you down, you must stop me at any time you are uncomfortable.” His eyes were turning black.

“Okay.” I whispered, but I was lost in feelings. I didn’t know whether they were good or bad. Some of what I saw and heard over the years scared the hell out of me! But then some of the people sounded and looked as if they were having fun, until the girl started praying. Lowering his weight down on me to the point where he thought I would not feel crushed, like before, he had his hard thing pushing up against it. He was sucking on a breast. Pushing up and letting go, pushing and letting go. Yip, it definitely felt good, really good. I closed my eyes, just taking in the feeling of what he was doing. I had to feel his warm skin against mine! I unbuttoned my jumpsuit shorts. “Please Luc.” He pulled them off to find that I was wearing nothing underneath and looked at me with a questioning expression. “I was wet, so I threw them in the wash.”

“Wet?” He frowned.

“Yes.” I whispered, feeling my cheeks burn. “Why did you think I had to run to pee?” I innocently replied.

“Babe, you didn’t have to pee. You were wet with arousal.” He smiled. “Even if your brain was saying no, your body sure as hell was screaming yes at that moment.” He grinned from ear to ear. He moved his hand down my abdomen, almost touching me where everything screamed, “touch me.”

“I know I am sounding stupid, Luc, but my knowledge of s*x is limited, actually it is non-existent. Nobody ever told me anything.” I was blushing red from my head to my toes by then. I was a nineteen-year-old virgin with very, very limited knowledge of anything related to s*x!