~LUCAS~ I have never been more disappointed in myself than I feel right now. Because of my actions, Freya's beautiful body was covered in cuts and bruises. Gideon was worse than I thought to do something like this to his own daughter. What she did definitely does not excuse this kind of beating. How could they whip her like she was a damn horrible prisoner? None of this would have happened if I had ignored my feelings and stayed back in that room with her. I shouldn't have been so terrified of my own actions that I tried to escape from it. I watch as Avery continues to examine her sister's wounds. I was not surprised to see her at the door earlier; I knew she would have shown up to take care of Freya. However, I was not prepared for the look on my wife's face when she saw her. I