Jake I finally found her. After four years. She’s just as captivating as the night I met her. She looks even more beautiful now. Her innocent girlish looks have matured. Motherhood looks good on her. She’s still so much younger than me. I can’t believe I got a nineteen year old girl pregnant and never looked for her. God, what must she think of me? I’m almost thirty for f**k sake. If I’m right there's a seven year age gap between us. Ilene picked Annabel up from the park so I could think things through. I promised Annabel we’d talk about everything when I got home. Right now I need a drink. Jake: Hey can you meet me? Chase: Um hello. You’re supposed to be with me right now. Chase: Getting ready for my wedding! Chase: Get your ass to The Grand you dickhead! I’m freaking the f**k out!