Seven
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"What happened?" Kalmado man syang tingnan pero sa loob nagpa panic ng buong sestema nya.
"Car accident."
Kung naaksidente ito, bakit hindi man lang nya nalaman? Bakit hindi sinabi sa kanya ni Zylven?
"Walang nakakaalam ng aksidente ko, My parents kept it as a secret. Dinala ako abroad para dun gamutin at magpagaling. Nang maging ok ng lahat bumalik kaagad ako dito para ayusin ang lahat."
Tahimik lang si Star na ipinagtataka ni Blaire O mas tamang sabihin na ipinag aalala nya.
"I hate hurting you, I hate making you feel sad, I f*****g hate it when you ignore me or spend days without talking to me. Why do you keep ignoring me? Am I boring you? Please stop hurting me. I love you so much, please Star, just stop this hide and seek. It hurts too much. You’re my everything. Don’t let me lose you. Let’s go back to how we started."
Tinitigan ni Star si Blaire sa mga mata inaarok nyang katotohanan sa mga binitawan nitong salita. At basi sa nakikita nyang emosyon sa mukha nito nakaramdam sya ng pag asa at higit na kaligayahan.
"l want to change everything, If you want a relationship with me and you only tell me how beautiful I am.. I don’t want it. I want someone that I can do s**t with. I wanna see the world. I wanna smoke with you. I wanna dance with you. I wanna be stupid with you. I wanna have fun with you. I wanna go on long drives with loud music. night driving is the best if you wanted to know. with open windows and music. I wanna go to the beach at 4am to see the sunrise. I wanna do crazy stuff with you. I don’t want you to call me gorgeous all the time. it’s cute but for me it’s just cheesy and way too much. I mean of course I like to get called beautiful and stuff like this but it isn’t necessary to tell me hundred times. I appreciate it, I really do but please don’t over do it because you can literally annoy me with it. I wanna have deep talks. at night. in the morning. while eating. while driving. about literally anything and everything. I wanna talk about conspiracy theories and how the dinosaurs died. I wanna talk about how beautiful the sky is. I wanna know you. I want to listen to your problems and if I did something wrong.. just tell me and we will fix it. I wanna spend my entire life time with you also. I wanna make it a good time. I wanna have fun. I don’t need compliments all the time. I just wanna have fun with you."
Nakita ni Star ang pagningning ng mga mata ni Blaire, halata ang kasiyahan nito. Sabagay hindi naman masama ang magbigay ng second chance lalo na't mahal nyu pa rin ang isa't isa.
"I thought of you today that's why I asked Zylven, but that's nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too. For every day, good or bad, you'll always be in my head. I hope you've understood everything I've said. This isn't just a joke or a silly lie. I'd never do anything to make you wanna cry. I'm sorry if I do something to make you really mad. It only comes back and makes me really sad. I really do love you and everything you are. I'll never get you out; I simply don't know how. You're everything I need and everything to me. You know exactly who you are and what you want to be. You always make me smile just by being there. I hope you know how much I really do care. Every time I think of you, my stomach seems to twist. This is why I love you; I've made a huge list. The list goes on forever, and never will it end, neither will our relationship; you'll always be my Star. Not just a simple Star but a special Star at that, I want to spend my whole life with you.. I love you."
Niyakap sya ng mahigpit ni Blaire na ginantihan naman nya ng mas mahigpit na yakap.
"I like you to be exactly the way that you are, because in all my experience, I have never known anyone like you.”
"Ba't I like you lang, hindi I love you too?" Lungkot lungkutang sabi ni Blaire.
"Ikaw talaga andaming drama sa buhay." Kinurot nyang tagiliran nito, kaya biglang napabitaw at napalayo sa kanya ang binata. Himas himas nitong tagilirang nasaktan.
"Aww! Sakit nun ha! Grabe ka, dimo lang ako sinaktan ng emotional, ngayon physical na talaga."
Natawa na lang si Star sa inaasta ng binata. Walang labis walang kulang ang kaligayahang kanyang nararamdaman ngayong kapiling na nya ang lalaking pinakamamahal.
?MahikaNiAyana
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