Who would have thought that I would be sitting here after a year of being on my own, with a boyfriend who just happens to be the father of my child. Who has done nothing but be perfect since the day he found out. Who has made me feel alive again. I really do feel like I am dreaming. That I will wake up and it all be a fairy tale dream, that it will just be me and Abi on our own with no Dale in our lives. Well, if this is a dream I am going to make the most of it. He has admitted that he had feelings and he has called me his girlfriend so what is the harm in doing what I am about to do. I should just stop thinking about it and do it. If I think about it too long I will talk myself out of it and I really need it. I turn to my side and I look at Dale, his arm across the top of my shoul