Chapter 10
There's something about the way Ryder makes me feel that I can't explain. I ignored it before, or just outright denied it, thinking it was nothing more than physical attraction.
But it's more than that.
I don't really know that much about Ryder. He told me he's not a good person, and while I don't know exactly what he means by that, I can't imagine that he'd be that bad. He's been so nice to me that it makes it hard to believe he's really as bad as he says he is. But then I saw the way he attacked Nick. There was so much anger and aggression in his eyes and quite frankly, it scared the living s**t out of me. Maybe he is bad.
Still, no matter how little I know about him and no matter how hard I try to resist his charm, I find myself inching closer and closer to him as w
