I wake up to sun rays peeping through the window. I can’t believe I had such a peaceful sleep. As I stretch and try to get up, there's a disappearing pain beneath my legs. Then it hits me—I lost my virginity. No, this can't be. I didn't even know him that well. Hell, he doesn’t even love me. I feel a tear drop from my eyes. I'm officially a hoe. I slept with someone I barely know. How stupid could I be? One breakdown, and I'm giving away my virginity to a stranger. I get up from the bed. I need to get out of here; I can't face him. What does he even think of me now? He’s not even around; he must be so disappointed in me. I'm actually disappointed in myself. I take a shower, and I just can't control the tears running from my eyes. I change into a pair of trousers and a T-shirt, put on a pa