Olivia I lay awake but with my eyes firmly shut, too scared to out myself as not being asleep any more, just in case he is here with me. I can feel a soft mattress underneath me, hugging my body and easing the pain in my broken bones, making me feel like I'm gently resting on the fluffiest cloud in heaven. I am resting on a bed, and I almost relish this feeling of peace, only this isn't heaven, this is just a well conceived hell. I'm still a slave, I only have a new master, one that scares me more than the old one ever did. And that is saying a lot, considering that Daniels scared me to the core. "Well this is better than everything I have ever had." I find myself saying out loud as I get out of the comfort of that bed, albeit reluctantly, once I grew tired of pretending to asleep. L