Chapter 4
Getting this job is something I am happy about, I thought it would take me days to get but I found one in a couple of hours. A small coffee shop that looks like it could be busy. If it's busy then it's going to make this a lot easier than I thought it would be.
I am going to save up everything and get out of here, I know it's going to be better once I have savings and everything. Once I have enough money, I will send my parents a letter as I am leaving the city that way if Alpha Tate wants to get involved or come find me, he isnt going to find me.
“I don’t like this place,” Mona whined. “I want to find our mate.”
“We’re going to find our mate, but you have to be patient, I know you’ve seen others that have found theirs but we’re not going to go back and find our mate that way. He is going to have to find us, and if that is too hard then we don’t need him.” I know she didn’t want to hear that, but it's all I have.
I don’t want to hold out hope our mate is going to find us in this human world, I know he is most likely running from pack to pack looking for me, but we cannot hide there. I know if our old Alpha finds out I have come here looking for my mate he is going to have a field day with this and I don’t want to cause anyone to get hurt no matter what.
“Well, you should have given him more of a chance to find us, what if he came to the last party we had?” she whined. “You could have missed him because you wanted to avoid all of it.”
“I wanted to avoid it because I didn’t want to be announced as the Luna, you know he wanted to do it then but I know it's not something that I want, and that is why I didn’t go. I know you wanted to go but we didn’t need that. We didn’t need him hurting anyone because someone figured out what was going to happen and that I didn’t want that.”
Figured she wouldn't want to continue this conversation, but it didn’t matter. I made the choice and she left it there. She didn’t fight me on it so I know she didn’t care about going to those parties either. It was for a bunch of people to get drunk and everything and I didn’t want to be there.
I was one of the few that got to clean up the party, and that was fine I didn’t mind that. But then I was told I was going to be pregnant by the end of the year or he would kill me. I knew there was a chance that I wouldn't be and I wasn't going to lose my life over him and his wishes.
I still don’t know why he wanted me to be his Luna so badly. He hasn't been that kind to me, and my family. I know maybe it's because he realized something about me. I am nothing special, yeah I’ve had my wolf for longer than most but that doesn’t make me special.
I know I have a long way to go to get out of here, but at least now I have a starting point. I know we’re going to have to be careful when it comes to getting comfortable here, I am not going to lower my guard and if something happens I know I need to get out of here as soon as possible.
“Are you sure we’re going to be safe here?” my wolf asked.
“I don’t know if we’re going to be safe, but I know we’re going to get out of here in one piece. We’re not going to let anyone tell us what we have to do. We’re free at least as far as it comes to being part of the pack.”
“Well you didn’t renounce yourself, so you know he is going to be able to find us.” she sighed. “I wish you would have gone rogue.”
“Yeah but going rogue is going to make me stink and I don’t want to be like that.” I sighed. “Besides it will give us away to the humans and other wolves here, word would get back to our Alpha and he would come here quickly.”
I know I am right about this, and I don’t want to deal with the wolves that would be here. I know they would try and kill us and that is something I want to avoid. “On top of dealing with the smell I don’t want to deal with the other rogues or werewolves.”
“I forgot.” she sighed.
I know she didn’t think about them, It's okay though we smell fine, and we’ll just have to avoid being around other werewolves. “Let's just go back to our room and wait until we have to start working, I am sure it's not going to be easy to do.”
“But you can do what they want you to.” she mused. “You are a very fast learner, so I don’t know if they are going to have any issues with you working.”
I didn’t say anything, I know it's going to be an adjustment being among the humans, I just hope they don’t know who I am. I don’t want to deal with anyone telling me that I have to go back to my Alpha. I hope my new boss is nice, at least that would be something I can look forward to. I know he is human so I will have to be extra careful.
Closing the door behind me, I felt calm for a moment. I know this place is going to be good, it's going to be fine here. I don’t want to worry about my Alpha coming at us, but I know when he finds out that I left he isnt going to be happy and well I am going to have to answer to him if he is smart enough to find us here.
I know going to the nearest city wasn't a good idea, but I don’t have the money to get on the train but we’ll get there. I know my parents warned me about this place, but it doesn’t seem that bad. The person that gave me a job seems like she is nice, so I can get friendly with someone. I know I will have to be careful but maybe I won't have to be as much as I think.
“No.” my wolf growled. “You aren't going to think these people are going to be nice to you, they are going to hate you if you tell them who you are.” she sighed.
“Don't worry I am not going to tell them anything, the less they know about us the better,” I said walking to the window. I want to find my mate, But he could be anywhere. I know I have to find him to have my soul mate.
Maybe he will pass through town and I will be working and then we can get out of here. I know I have to stay away from the woods because of the p; ack, but I know I am going to have to let my wolf out so she can keep strong.
I am worried about when we do that, I know there are chances we’re going to be caught by either the humans or by my pack. I don’t know who I would be more worried about now, maybe the humans but then again maybe my pack is who I should be more worried about.
I know my alpha is going to be pissed off when he finds out I am with the humans, but maybe he will let me go and things will work out for everyone. I know he can choose anyone he wants, and maybe he will find someone else now.
“He isnt going to let us go.” my wolf spoke up. “That's why I think it's best if we save up and get out of here, we know he does come here.”
“I know, but I hope he doesn’t, or if he does we’re not found. I don’t want to live in fear, but I know it's going to be something we have to worry about.”
“So let's save and get out of here.”
She is right, we need to just get enough money to get out of here, I know once we’re on the trains things will be a lot better. I just don’t know how long it's going to take to save up, but we’re going to do everything we can to.
“Don't worry I am not going to let anything happen.” I sighed. “I know you’re going to do everything you can to ensure we’re safe too.”
“I am going to make sure no one can hurt you again.” I could tell she was starting to relax a little but I knew she was going to worry, hell I am going to worry until we’re out of here. I want my mate to find us before we leave so we don’t have to, but I know that isnt going to happen.