Chapter 17
Odette
How am I going to be able to face Jesse today? I kissed him. I shouldn't have done that, I should've known better. First I fight with a girl about him, I ignore him, later that day I freaking kiss him. What signals is he getting? I'm starting to feel kind of sorry for him. I'm not making it easy and I know it. I don't understand why I always have to make things harder for me and the people around me but somehow I always manage to do that. Why did I have to kiss him yesterday, I just made everything harder for myself.
It's Tuesday today, so I've got today and three more days of agony. At least in school but I'll likely be hanging out with my friends during the weekend as well. It feels so weird to call them my friends, I never thought I would call anyone friend to be h
