Chapter 16 Jesse I'm really confused about Odette, I would be lying to myself if I said I wasn't, and I hate being confused l, it makes me feel stupid. I thought I hated her straight into hell. I don't feel that way anymore. I almost want to, but I don't. Everything changed at that party. Maybe even before the party. When I caught Odette cutting in the bathroom something inside of me totally broke. I couldn't believe what I was seeing, I had to stop her, I had to. If I'd just walked away, I wouldn't be able to live with myself. I knew I had to do something. I have never really felt that way about someone before, besides the Rivera family and Fisher, they're the only ones I ever cared about and now. I don't know anymore. At the party, seeing her dance and have fun, smiling and dancing,