Christian. I sat in the car wondering where I was going next. I couldn't f*****g return home. I at least needed to make sure that Esther was safe wherever she may be. The only person I can call right now aside from Devin is Tracey to find out if Esther is in New York, but what are the chances of Tracey not being with Devin right this very moment? It is late at night already. And Devin is the last I want to inform you that his sister left my house angrily because she thinks I cheated on her. I picked up my phone to call Esther's line. Again, it rang, but she didn't pick up. I wish she would just pick up and let me hear her voice just once. At least so that my heart can be at rest knowing that she is safe. I tried mind-linking Tracey, but she wasn't answering. Perhaps she is already sle