Esther. Tears flowed from my eyes as I viewed the content of the brown envelope the lady threw at me. There were pictures of Christian and her together, kissing and entering an apartment together. I could tell these were recent pictures of them. There are even pictures that suggest that she might be working in the same hospital as Christian, and the thought that Christian may have been cheating on me with her broke my heart even more. I can't believe he would do something like this. I trusted him so much. I loved him so much. Maybe a little too much. What is going to happen to me? What is going to happen to my unborn baby? I can't believe that after keeping myself for him after all these years, this is what I get. My head is banging, my eyes can't stop raining, my heart is hurting, an