Devin.
It's been two months since Tracey left, and I have not heard from her ever since. I know you all probably hate me for the way I treated her. I am not going to make excuses for my actions.
The truth is that she deserved better. I could never give her all the happiness she wanted, no matter how hard I tried.
I was just too perfect for me, and I drove her crazy with my insecurities. You may choose to believe anything you want, but one thing is certain: I loved her a lot and still do.
She is like the special part of me that I never knew was missing till I met her, but now that she is gone, the void is back.
With her gone, I can't help but wonder if I could have handled things better than the way I did. I hate the fact that I hurt her so much and branded her without her consent.
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